Yellow Mangoes are Loved

New blog on the block!

2009-02-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

I should've done this LONG AGO!

For the lastest updates on our outdoor trips, please head to www.outdoor-ers.blogspot.com. Feel free to leave a tag and your email if you wish to join us on any future trips :) And if you're one of our "regulars", your pretty/handsome pictures will be posted up too! So hurry, check out our blog and be one of us!!!!!!!!!!!

I am Glamour Queen!

2009-02-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

LOL!!!!

Photo above courtesy of Miss Haslinda! I have never had a more UNGLAM shot of me taken!

Post on our West Island Hike will be up soon, though it won't be on my blog. Hahaha! I'll tell you guys where to look for it when I feel less dead (yes, the hike was over-the-hill trecherous!). In the meantime, head over to www.surfingbabe.multiply.com for pictures :)

3 little girls

2009-02-23T15:51:00.002+08:00

They're going back... :(

YELLOW rocks! Syrup was the odd one out and got "suan" by us throughout lunch! :P

Actually, Syrup is always the one who's "different". Waffle & I are employed by SGH but poor Syrup... kena deployed to CGH! LOL! Far far awaaaayyyy...!!!! No, they're not nurses lah! But their job is just as noble :)

Take care, girls! Hope to see you both again when you come back in Nov/Dec! Waffle, I can show you around SGH!! Hahahaha!! Faster graduate then we can be colleagues! Syrup, hurry & end your bond with CGH then you can join us! :DD

BON VOYAGE, ladies!!

i'm gonna have a good day!

2009-02-21T01:23:00.008+08:00

13.02.09

18.02.08

New Pyjamas (LOL!)

Okay, obviously, my legs AREN'T that scrawny in real life lah! Part of it are in shades of grey because of shadows and hence, I look like I own a pair of twigs. Man, i gotta shed those 2kg I gained from PRCP. I wanna be 46kg once more!!!!!

West Island Hike (Announcement)

2009-02-19T12:48:00.009+08:00

Announcement!!!

West Island Hike (Expedition No. 2)

This was mostly organised by Haslinda and I know FOR A FACT that it's gonna be just as fun (if not more fun) than our trip to Pulau Ubin. A note has been posted on facebook and those who're interested in this adventure have been asked to leave comments. However, so far only got 9 people going la, dey!! C'mon guys, the more the merrier! Anyone who reads this and intends to join us, leave a comment alright? (I doubt anyone will, but it's worth the try, duh!)

What will we be doing?

We'll be hiking from Mount Faber Park to West Coast Park. Total estimated distance of ONLY 9km. "Kinda short as compared to our Ubin trip" as quoted by Haslinda. Hahaha! See, it's not as treacherous as the previous espedition, so care to give it a try and do something new?

When is it?

Confirmed date: 26th Feb '09
Time: 1000hrs
(Place to meet has yet to be confirmed, but we'll notify all who're going asap)

Who have confirmed with us so far?

1)Haslinda
2)Kim
3)Shanling
4)James
5)Loretta
6)Teng Chung
7)Theresa
8)Sufyan

It's a THEME-BASED outing!!

On that day, here are a list of things you must have or else I will dunk your head in a bucket of ice :P

-Wear a digital watch! no specific brands or colours.
-Wear/Bring a cap
-Wear/Bring something ORANGE (socks, sports-bra, headband, shorts, shirt, HP casing.. as long as it's ORANGE!)

Ice-breaking session :)

Everyone has to bring a little souvenir along with him/her that day. Lots will be drawn to see who you have to pass your gift to. This session is to merely help everyone warm up to each other before we set off on the trip. Gifts NEED NOT be extravagant; something simple would do.

******

James has suggested that we do outdoor cooking but I'm not sure if everyone has agreed to it. Has & I did talk about bringing instant noodles along with us that day so... I'll update you guys if there are any changes ok?

xoxo

middle finger

2009-02-18T11:33:00.005+08:00

STRIKED.!

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

The big "V"

2009-02-17T01:34:00.014+08:00

Screw V-day!

Seriously! Because Nicky and I went totally psycho when we met Noel in town! And that boy made us laugh SO MUCH, we managed to work out a 10-pack each and our cheekbones elevated to the height of a screaming orgasm. Not that we hate Noel for that... cos we DEFINATELY shed a couple of pounds after that and he treated us to lunch :)

Met up with one of Nicky's polymates, Angie! That girl turned out to be just as (or maybe more) gila than the three of us! Just five minutes after we got to know each other, we were grabbing each other's boobs on Taka's escalator -_-" The frequency of our screams/shrieks must have reached a record high cos I swear I heard echoes! LOL!

After (cute) Ben joined us!

Those pictures were taken outside Wheelock and the Security Guard bloody chased us away! Hahaha! Noel said, "Oh, cannot sit here ah? Ok lor, we shall stand then." WAHAHAHA! Super hilarious lah, he!

While Nicky, Noel & I were at KFC having lunch earlier on, the 3 of us were reminiscing the days when we worked together. It was SO FUN, you have not lived until you watch the three of us during shift. The restaurant can be at it's busiest, but we're still able to create havoc amidst the neverending orders. THOSE WERE DOPE DAYS! So Nicky and I said the three of us could be Homies, because we're so crazy. And the conversation went as follows...

Noel: What's "Homies"?

Nicky: Homies is... like... MEMBER AH!!!

Kim: *chokes on Mountain Dew*

(fyi, Nicky scored a Distinction in English for "O"s. And this how she translates terms for others to understand. Good job, mate! :P)

"MEMBER" PICS

I look fucking kiam-pah in both pictures, whatever!

Now, now girls... don't be jealous just cos the guy below is smokin' good-looking

HE'S ONLY SIXTEEN!! My younger sis' age can?! Damn, I feel so jurassic... I even look so gigantic sitting next to him! Haiz... You guys should've seen the looks on the faces of passers-by when I locked arms with him outside Lucky Plaza. I bet you, they either thought I was 1) a paedophile or 2) he's my toy-boy. One more thing, I only held onto his arm because Noel suggested that he and Nicky pretended to be a couple while Ben & I made up couple number 2. Poor Angie... lone ranger. Hahaha!!!

Handsome & Handsomer (Kakaka!)

Everyone wants to have their picture taken with him!

Stephy was in the vicinity!! Missed her tonnes!!

It was back to Nicky's crib after that for our Singles' Slumber Party! Angie was supposed to join us but then... ~!@#$% So it was just Nicky and I. Oh yes, alcohol and that sinful bag of chips!! HAHAHA!

Zzzz...

Yes, I'm single now. Might as well come clean with everyone who's reading this post. There was no argument or disagreement... Sometimes you just know it when a relationship has reached it's deathbed. So far, I've been coping relatively well; as you can see, my friends have got my back :) I'm more worried about him. I admit I dropped the bomb on him when he least expected it and he's been hurting ever since. I only want him to know that I'm aware of all he's done for the past year & a half and I am so very thankful to be able to share a chapter in life with such a wonderful person.

Dig this, suckers!

2009-02-11T23:53:00.001+08:00

Licking is now different!

Jaya, JJ & Faris keep insisting that I was involved in Thaipusam.

CRAZY!

Ew!

2009-02-10T15:23:00.004+08:00

For the sickos who love blood & gore

GO CATCH THIS MOVIE!

I've never been that squeamish in my seat before... OMG!

We hearts Pulau Ubin!

2009-02-05T13:01:00.014+08:00

Back to Nature :P

The trip to Pulau Ubin yesterday was DA BOMB! It was really dope shit to the max, I'm telling you! Or maybe it was because of the people I went with who made it so fun? Hahaha! Photos have been uploaded on our individual facebook accounts & my Multiply page... my album has 235 pictures in total and I've yet to receive those from Evelyn's cam! Just imagine that!

I'm gonna host a couple of shots here; the ones that show us having the utmost fun :)

We balanced Haslinda's camera with two stones for this picture!

LIMBO ROCK

(only Has & I managed to do it, LOL!)

All standing behind henry cos he's the only one NOT afraid of stray dogs.

This thing was crawling ALONGSIDE us, omg!

The warning sign says this

But we did this

James (at the back) can even attempt to do a jump-shot -_-"

Now all wanna jump & pose for camera

Shanling looks like she was running a race with two batons, right? But in actual fact, she was running and TRYING to jump with these:

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Auntie, your usual image portrayed in school has all gone down the drain lah! Just ONE day in Ubin and it's a gone case! You are OFFICIALLY the class kuku now.

Our Pit-stop for 5 MINUTES

After reaching Chek Jawa!!! At long last!!!

JETTY

Broadwalk!

Super high viewing tower

Last Pit-stop before heading back for the bumboat ride

Guess who I met on the bus home?!??!!!!!!

Haven't seen this "Salmon Man" in almost 3 years ok!! And he's still the same; keep calling me "Judo Master" -_-". When I told him I'm no longer involved in the sport, he said, "Wah, that's good! About time you became a woman!". Riiigggghhhtttt...!!!!

You know where to find more ;)

Belated CNY post

2009-02-02T12:55:00.018+08:00

The inside scoop - Part II

I'm a week late in posting those CNY pictures! Currently, I'm really lazy lah... So lazy I couldn't even drag myself to the pool for my tan. Bah! Not gonna write much... just the pictures, alright?

MY CAM-WHORING SELF

LITTLE SIS

RELATIVES' PLACE

(if you wanna see the UNCENSORED piece, lemme know)

MUMMY <3

(I thought i was the only one gonna wear black & pink. Sekali both of them also wear the same colour)

WWW.SURFINGBABE.MULTIPLY.COM

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

2009-02-01T19:49:00.001+08:00

They're my angels <3

When I was feeling all fucked up a few days back, a couple of old friends did more than anyone could to help me. I won't be able to type out everything (because it'll take forever) but you guys know who you are :) Thank you for going the extra mile to make me smile, chasing away those dark clouds and replacing them with a beautiful rainbow. I am very thankful and touched to know that eventhough I haven't contacted some of you in ages, you still bothered to stick by me and knock sense into my head. Friends like y'all truly are a blessing in disguise :)

JACQUE NEVILLE
NICHOLAS Y.
MR DIEGO
HASLINDA
AYU DUCKIE!
NAD DORIE
JUE TONGTONG

How my cam died on me

2009-01-31T10:43:00.002+08:00

I'M EDITTING THE PICTURES THAT I HAVE SO FAR AND WAITING FOR THE REST FROM DORIE! I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT TO CHARGE MY CAMERA THE NIGHT BEFORE AND TOOK LESS THAN 20 PICTURES WITH IT!!!

A cry for help

2009-01-28T18:10:00.003+08:00

Everything's not alright

Why is it that whenever I'm asked to do something, and I do it without complaining (even if it's not my assigned duty), I get reprimanded like I deserved it? If I perform poorly or do it wrongly and get scolded, fine. But I bloody did it right and still got yelled at.

Why?!

Why is it when others ask questions, they have the chance to sit down and discuss it, but when I ask a question, I get the question thrown back at me? Obviously, I can't answer it (or I wouldn't have asked in the first place) and I'm made the laughing stock.

Why!!!

Why are others provided with guidance for the simplest of the basics but I have to do EVERYTHING BY MYSELF and if I ask for the tiniest bit of supervision, I get verbally smacked in the face because of my "lack of pro-activeness to learn"?

Why!??

Why am I even working so hard? Why am i forcing myself to wake up at bloody 5am every morning to bloody drag my fat-ass there, just to be put down time and time again? Why am I kidding myself that nursing is the path for me? Why am I pushing myself so hard despite knowing that I'll never be good enough? Why am I still holding on so tightly to a future which I don't know how long will last?

Why was I so stupid and stubborn to believe that a girl like me can succeed as a nurse? It's obviously not my forte, given what you have said. Why was I so naive to even bother applying to come here when my former hospital appreciated me much more? I only got my butt kicked in the end... multiple times, on multiple occasions and by the same idiot over and over again. You do enjoy putting me down, don't you?

From the start till now, I've worked to the best of my abilities. I've never been late, I've never been sloppy, never left early, agreed to have my break-time cut down, took in whatever dirt got thrown my way, even take the blame for other students' mistakes... and it all came down to what? Getting pushed around even more. I'm tired from playing this role/portraying this image that isn't me. Please, they don't even know that I smoke, club, drink and have a fetish for tattoos. They don't even fucking know the kind of people I used to hang out with or the kinds of trouble I've gotten into. All they see is this timid little cookie-case with a damned pony-tail who's never late for work and is afraid to voice out her opinions. I'm sick of being someone I'm not. I hate what this posting has turned me into. I HATE CHEENA-POKS.

A piece of string

2009-01-27T12:14:00.005+08:00

Dedicated to THE PIGOLOGIST

I asked Shanling along for the soon-to-come hiking trip at ubin and here's part of the conversation that kept me laughing until now:

Þ¡gºlOg¡st ×¨ says:
eh haf to prepare what ah?

- kimmi raiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
we're wearing sports attire there and only changing after we leave ubin
so... things to prepare
1) water-bottle
2) sunblock
3) extra clothes
4) extra G-strings (in other words, UNDERGARMENTS)
5) small towel
6) appropriate hiking footwear
7) insect repellent
8) CAMERA!

Þ¡gºlOg¡st ×¨ says:
okok
G-strings as in those strings for climbing ah?
hahahahs noob

- kimmi raiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
HAHAHAAHAHAHAH
OMG, SHAN!!!!! U'RE DAMN FUNNY LAH!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
G-strings = UNDERWEAR lah
cute sia!

Þ¡gºlOg¡st ×¨ says:
EHH
but why need Gstrings for hiking!
i thought it would be stupid to think its G string as in underwear
so i thought its some string for hiking

- kimmi raiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
i was jus kidding lah!

The conversation went on about her thinking that a G-string is "some kind of string used to pull people up" but I stupidly closed her page!! Dumb dumb! The girl is obviously very tired of her ward routines... she actually got confused between STRING and ROPE. But don't worry babe, things will be back to normal on Friday when we head back to NYP (even if it's only for 8 hours).

To my nurses: Just 2 more days!!!

Let's not spoil it all

2009-01-25T12:27:00.013+08:00

The inside scoop - Part I

Some of the Judokas celebrated CNY eve at Scott's loft last night and it was pretty much enjoyable. I was quiet throughout the night; partly cos I was drained and also cos the crappy interview I had a few days ago still lingered on my mind. Sian! Thinking about it makes me wonder why I was born with a (dysfunctional) brain.

ON TO HAPPIER TOPICS;

"Lou Hei" was super funny last night lah!

You know when the Chinese place the ingredients onto the plate, they usually say Chinese phrases like "tian tian mi mi" and "nian nian you yu" right? As Scott and JJ were putting in the garnishes, Raiden was verbalising those phrases IN THE WRONG PINYIN! So "tian tian mi mi" became "dian dian mee mee". LOLOL!

We didn't have any raw fish or salmon to go along with the vegetables, thus we used Pacific clams and golden mushrooms as substitutes. Hahahaha! Eh, it tasted quite shiok ok! You guys should try it out sometime (if you dare)! So much cheaper than using salmon also!

When we started to toss the dish, the clams kept dropping onto the table and Scott had to stop and pick the clams up to put it back into the bowl. I heard him say, "Oi, toss properly leh! Don't waste the gold!!!". KUAHAHAHAHA! Apparently, the clams stood for "jing yi man tang"... in other words, WEALTH. So fallen clams = fallen wealth.

Omg, and you wonder how long the recession will last.

This post will only be continued once I'm done with the rest of my celebration. Hehehe! Gotta create a lil' suspense here and there, right? Oh well, I'm more or less prepared for tomorrow and the day after. Thank goodness for the intense conditioning for my hair... otherwise, it'll be more like hay!

Did I mention, this year, I'm gonna be dressed in nothing but PINK & BLACK. The outfit's been prepared, my nails have been painted, my purse has been emptied (to make way for angpows) but as for shoes... Bah! I'm just gonna go with my cream-coloured heels because I doubt I'd be wearing black heels with pink stripes (or vice versa) in the long run.

Yup, you can expect tonnes of photos to be taken... maybe not of my family, but definately of MYSELF and the New Year goodies. Wahahahaha! You know you don't wanna miss out on this :)

Nearing the end

2009-01-22T02:12:00.007+08:00

As things draw to a close

I think I screwed up my interview with Sister Wong this afternoon - TOTALLY. At times when she gave me scenarios of how I'm gonna handle certain patients/situations, I replied her and I ALMOST CRIED ON THE SPOT! Dang, how loserish can I get nowadays?! Wth! My tears were seriously on the verge of sliding down my cheeks (I was using non-waterproof mascara!!). Aiyah, dunno lah! When Hidaya & Ashley got interviewed, Wei Wei didn't sit in with them... but for my case, SHE DID! Wah lao! Two ward sisters sitting there listening to me talk crap, and this is not just any interview - it concerns my life after graduation!!

Yesterday, Michelle S. and I were deployed to C-Station to nurse 3 VIPs and when we were done writing our reports, I told her despite liking the working environment here, I may not be able to come back after PRCP due to their lowered intake of new staff. Nevertheless, she asked me to go ahead with the interview cos "you never know if you don't try".

Oh well, I've tried and.... OMG, I AM SUCH A LOSER CAN!!! Who bloody gets teary-eyed during a friggin' interview?!?! My goodness, I can't believe my sudden lack of self-assurance... where has all the confidence gone to?! Eversince I began my final posting in November, my confidence has been draining to freaks-know-where and how the hell am i gonna get it back when I screwed up so badly!!! Headache lah, headache lah!

Just pray that I won't be a jobless bum. I'm anticipating a drop in salary (if I get hired - fucking recession) but I couldn't care less! JUST GIMME THE JOB! I don't even bother which station I get placed in.. JUST GIMME THE JOB! I don't wanna be unemployed, all my 3 years would be for nothing! Plus, I needa save for my NZ road-trip and water-sports courses so really, GIMME THE JOB! My transcripts have been passed to them, and it's quite good what!!! SO GIMME THE JOB!

Two ward sisters interviewing me... Can't believe this man... Can I have a face change and an identity switch NOW? Or at least let me have a shell to hide myself in when I report to work tomorrow morning.

Haiz, there's no use crying over spilled milk now.. I wish I were lactose intolerant. WAHAHAHAHA! That was random. My PRCP photo album has been updated; I uploaded 40 new pictures, so go ahead and have a look if you want. If anyone of you see Michelle S.'s picture and find her familiar, she's an ex-NYP student an also a dancer from FB.

CNY is just next week. Honestly, the only TWO things I look forward to are the red packets and new clothes. Other than that, I loathe CNY. The streets are so noisy (irritating cheena-poks shouting at the top of their lungs and those bloody CNY songs blasting on stereos), majority of the shops are closed... just dislike it all lah. Comparing it to Christmas, the 25th of December wins by knock-out! Christmas carols are SO MUCH MORE pleasant hearing.

I won't be seeing my nephews this year and it's kinda disheartening. I may not be all that close to them but still, which aunt (omg!) wouldn't wanna see how much her nephews have grown? It's been almost a year since I last saw either of them; I wanna bully Seb and read his handphone inbox! I wanna be a Decepticon bent on killing Sherman's transformers! I wanna stroke Euan's ever chubby cheeks! I wanna piggy-back Aden and take many many pictures with him!

MONEY MONEY MONEY - Me needs tonnes of $$$ for a trip to KL in Feb and Tioman in March.

My new obssession:

Guess who he is ;)

my current self

2009-01-19T23:56:00.004+08:00

When the tables turn

I'm no longer who I used to be. And that sucks.

Wedding/Reunion!

2009-01-18T11:59:00.002+08:00

Happy happy!

more pictures on multiply SOON! stay tuned :)

I give them credit

2009-01-16T03:48:00.002+08:00

OMFG!

I seriously don't know how the permanent night staff here survive this 10hour ordeal.

Rain on me

2009-01-14T13:27:00.003+08:00

Gimme a tsunami!

No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, I'm just never good enough. Fuck you all.

Note to myself

2009-01-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

Tiny note for myself

If he breaks his promises, CLOSE ONE EYE. He's busy with his stuff and I'm super-duper free during my PRCP period because, why? Nurses are not doctors, so their jobs are not so tedious.

If he's late for meeting me, CLOSE THE OTHER EYE. I gotta get used to the fact that I'm ONLY his girlfriend. Everybody and everything else is more important than a silly ol' gf.

If he doesn't have $$$ when we're out, SQUEESE BOTH EYES TIGHT. It's simply my misfortune that he'd rather spend his cash/profits on computer parts. (Remember, Kim, you're only a lousy girlfriend who has no say in the guy's life)

If he tells you to meet him at one place but he ends up waiting at the wrong destination, TAPE BOTH EYES DOWN. Singapore is too over-populated and the shopping malls here are so crappy, the cinema's ticketing counter can be easily mistaken for the 1st level toilet.

If he screams at you for something entirely not your fault, JUST DOZE OFF (my eyes have been closed too long anyway).

Mahathir SUCKS!

2009-01-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

Probably the DUMBEST politician (still) alive

So the USA is supporting Isreal in their war against Palestine. And this bastard thinks it's a good idea to boycott American products in Malaysia; one of which is Coca-cola -_-"

His response to his (stupid) actions: "I'm not asking you to die. Just asking you to stop drinking Coca-cola. You won't die if you don't drink!"

WHAT KIND OF STATEMENT IS THAT?! People from all over the world are so gonna assume that Malaysians are brainless because their former Prime Minister doesn't seem to own a brain!

Fucking bastard!

You want to talk about dying, why didn't you just die a few years back when you had cardiac problems?! Why undergo CABG?! Knn!!! You should've just stopped breathing altogether and save the surgeons all the trouble... recuperate back to health already then wanna stir up trouble. Fuck you to the ends of this earth man!

Finding fault with people/other politicians doesn't seem to be enough for him... boycott soft drink also gives him kick! WTF! What's next?! Start civil war with the orang asli tribe?!

Fucking stupid can?!!!

My black&white baby

2009-01-06T17:33:00.005+08:00

Empathy needed (desperately)

3rd Jan - PM

4th Jan - AM

5th Jan - AM

6th Jan - AM

TOMORROW - DAY OFF!!!

And I'M TURNING INTO A PANDA!!!!

We like big butts!

2009-01-02T23:57:00.001+08:00

Random conversation:

Nadirah: anws anws.. i hope you both are doing great yeahs!!

Shidah: yeap, sweating my butt off

Kimmi: I'm freezing my butt off

Nadirah: I'm... I dunno my butt off

Twenty-Oh-Nine

2009-01-01T22:37:00.014+08:00

Twenty-Oh-Nine

The past year has definately changed my life in more ways than one. I've learnt alot about how unpredictable life can get and how people, irregardless of how long you've known them, can suddenly turn their pretty backs on you. The tables turn when you least expect it despite having been carved from the best teak. And the one thing that you lost and thought might never be retrieved again, sparks back to life and a new journey awaits.

All in all, I have always believed that when a door slams shut in your face, all you gotta do is look in a different direction where you'll see an open window. True, it'll be harder to get out of the window than the door, but ultimately, you'll still get out and that's when you can look back and say, "Hey, I did it with more vipe and spunk!".

YEAR THREE

It wasn't smooth sailing for either one of my group-mates. Yes, they're the bestest people you'll come across but with the countless projects, deadlines, common tests, assessments and semestral exams, my friendship with them did hit rock bottom a couple of times. Especially during our FYP period (omg!), I dreaded going to school to attend meetings, knowing that it'll add more friction to my already sour friendship with them.

One thing led to another and I stopped hanging out with them for a couple of weeks. I knew that Duckie & TONG would be at the bus-stop every morning; usually I'd join them and we'd walk to the lecture theatre together. But for that period of time, I simply just walked past them, refusing to acknowledge the fact that for the past semesters, they were there for me every single time I needed someone to lean on.

Girls, I wasn't "ignoring" you. I chose to walk away simply because I didn't wanna add anymore fuel to the fire. You all should know by now that I wear my emotions on my sleeve; if I'm angry, I show it and don't realise the consequences until much later. So instead of having to face you with pretentious smiles and hypocrisy, walking by and staying away seemed the better option.

But it doesn't matter anymore. Somehow or rather, you girls still let me hang out with you once everything died down. Thank you for not judging me, sticking by me and helping me out all this while. Most of all, thank you for being my friends since April 2006 :)

MUMMY

The last 6 months haven't been easy for you. You're the one that got hit the hardest, suffered the most, dealt with the ugliest of backstabbing. But still you stand so strong and determined. Maybe you're trying to be a role-model to Jade and I about how we should be independent and prepared, or maybe you're putting up a (false) strong front so we wouldn't be so affected by it all.

Nevertheless, I have learnt so much from you. I did question God why he had to make you go through this... No answer received. But I'm beginning to see the change in you, the change in our relationship.

I've never been a good daughter; sensible, perhaps, but never good. I made you go through so much back in '99. This time, it's not my fault, but believe me, I am working towards giving you a better life. Just bear with the torment a little more... the end results WILL be worth it. And we'll never see or hear from them EVER AGAIN!

MY LOVE

And so, the honeymoon period has died down. The conflicts have multiplied and I deeply regret the occasions whereby I cuss at you without considering how you felt deep down inside. I could kick myself for putting you through so much and saying all that I said to deliberately hurt you. I know I have issues with my temperament. I've been a pampered child my whole life and experiencing this side of life with you... I needed to learn how to give in and quit being self-centred.

I am still selfish, and to think that you're willing to wake up at the wee hours of the night to send me home from the chalet made me feel so blessed to have you in my life. Not even my own father would do such a thing... yet you did... without a single complaint.

You're more than a mere stranger who entered my life and made this chapter beautiful. You're a godsend... my loving angel in disguise :) Sometimes, you can be the blur-est noob of mankind. Don't fret now, honey. Cos I love you.

DILLY-DEE!

We had sucha good time at the chalet, did we not?! So sad that you'll be flying back to NZ on the 12th... that's less than a fortnight away!! We only managed to meet up a few times because we're forever having to much on our schedules. Nevertheless, thanks for staying up late late late to chat with me online when I was feeling down. Remember, OUR ROAD TRIP!! Hurry up and get your license so we can ride like hippies!

Here's a list of things to thank you for:

Staying up till 5am (NZ time) to discuss about the chalet

Putting up with my ever so drama life events

Replying my sms-es in the middle of the night when I felt crappy

Being sucha good girl pal :D

Come back home soon, aites? Two months passed by too quickly this time round :(

It's 2009 and I'm turning 21. My goodness!!! Seems like it was only yesterday when I whined about becoming 20! Oh well, another year older, another load of responsibility and another step towards moving away from this horrible place. I don't know when it'll be... cos I wanna secure all my qualifications before I say bye-bye.

Aussie, NZ, UK or USA? One thing for sure, I'll go to place where people do not speak cheena-pok to me. I can converse fairly well in my mother-tongue, but after seeing how despicable Cheena-poks can get, I'm kinda ashamed to be associated with them. Which is why I'd rather have people mistaken me for a malay. I'm NOT Chinese (I don't wanna have anything to do with them). I'm Peranakan and I'm extremely proud of my heritage... eventhough I can't cook any of their dishes :P

See you guys around soon! 4 more weeks left for PRCP and it's Graduation :D

Separated at birth?

2008-12-31T23:07:00.004+08:00

THE RESEMBLANCE!

Pocahontas (animated)

Tisha Silang

Maybe it's just me... or the fact that they're both dark-skinned, have long black silky tresses and own a squarish face. I wasn't a huge fan of Tisha because she and her boyfriend were such jerks on The Amazing Race Asia 3, but I gotta admit that she's HAWT!

Late late x'mas!

2008-12-29T18:09:00.012+08:00

How was everybody's Christmas?!

I know, I know, it's waaayyy late to be wishing y'all Merry Christmas right now but I was really busy last week with attachments, so I didn't send out a single sms or email. Hahaha! Lame excuse, but I was (and still am) kinda drained from my shifts so despite not having to work on Christmas, I just wanted to have a jolly good time at ECP with Haslinda & Nura!

Haslinda's maiden voyage on skates. LOL!

Raiden spent the night of Christmas eve at my place and I woke up on Christmas morning with a peck on the cheek and lips :) Really cool way of waking up, wahahahaha! I wanna wake up to this kinda treatment EVERYDAY!

Received quite a few sweet sms-es from THE MOST UNEXPECTED PEOPLE. One of which is an old friend whom I haven't seen in ages and he wished me TWO HOURS before the stroke of midnight -_-" The next sms came from CQ, then one from Sensei, another from Tess and the best one has to be Hoiyan! She actually left a voice message for me at 3am on 261208, wishing me Happy Boxing Day. WTF!

For last year, I received a guitar from Siti and I was (and still am, mind you!) so in love with it, I named the guitar Baby Britz.

This year, nobody gave me a drum set (Gahahahaha!) but mummy bought me the latest Adidas 'Candy' Collection watch! OMG! Thank you, mummy!!

Your first glimpse of "Little LEIA"

I know I should be satisfied with what I got this year (though it's not alot as compared to when I was a kid), but I really really REALLY want the brown Trefoil II!!! I am so gonna get it once I have enough dough on hand.

Sis received $120 worth of MAC cosmetics ok! Wah lao! She's only 15 can!! I only started putting on make-up when I was 16 and those were cheap brands! SHE'S USING MAC PRODUCTS ALREADY!! Not fair! But whatever... close one eye because I received the Bitter Green eye shadow. Hahaha!!

Oh yes, before I forget, I met up with the twinnies a couple of weeks back for lunch at Clarke Quay and they bought Jade & I a pair of Paul Frank slippers each from Melbourne! Waffle & Syrup rock the joint!

We didn't take any pictures of ourselves that day, so you're just gonna have to make do with this photo taken 17 years ago! I'm NOT kidding when I say I can't tell Waffle from Syrup in this picture. But who's the cute kid grinning away on the extreme right man?! SO CUTE SIA!

Now I'm just looking forward to the New Year. I'll be having 3 straight off-days and I WANNA GO TO JB FOR SEAFOOD! Lemme go, lemme go, lemme go!!

We rock!

2008-12-21T16:50:00.015+08:00

Thank goodness I'm on leave!

Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to make it for D'linder's chalet and the pioneer batch of Eliasians wouldn't be able to have sucha great time at Downtown East last night! Omg, the seven hours I spent with them went past too quickly! Stacy, the next meeting depends on you liao!!!

When Weimin and I reached, THE SUN WAS STILL SHINING OK!

Weijie & Hanbin the dustbin came during sunset

Check out how dark it was when Stacy came with Dylan!

No choice, the little boy was still napping so she couldn't come early. Look at his stoning look!! Total cuteness!!

EVERYBODY LOVES BABY DYLAN!!

Handsome boy :)

Class of 2000!

CLOSET GAYS!

Sorry for being the 3rd party ;)

My pretty ladies in da house!

His shirt says "I'm not dumb" in mandarin

Like real only... tsktsktsk!

You know where to look for more photos ;) Syrup & Waffle, got Ziming's photo there as well! LOL! Photos are all unedited cos I'm just plain lazy lar... and everyone looked like royalty that night so no photoshop needed :P

When the night falls

2008-12-18T01:38:00.003+08:00

Nocturnal

Night shift is so boring lahhhh!!! And time passes by so slowslowslowslowslowly!!! It's not even 2am and I already feel like I've been here for eternity :( Tried to doze off during my break-time but I couldn't drift off... I need the scent of my smelly bolster as sedation. LOL!

Can't wait for Ashley and Rosanna to arrive so I can pass my reports and GO HOME! I wanna lie on my oh-so-comfy bed, take in the "fragrance" of my bolster/pillows, let the vocals of Jamie Scott play on my radio and dream of my mystical (virtual) world of paper-winged fairies, evil witches and magnificent unicorns (one of which is owned by me hahahahaha!)

you

2008-12-13T22:42:00.005+08:00

Simply, why?

I miss you and I hate it.

Never again will I be so dependent on someone.

If there's one lesson in life that I've learnt apart from trusting nobody, it's to be self-reliant.

Cos eversince we switched roles,

I've been a complete mental case.

Now it's just me and what I have left.

Up to you if you wanna be part of it.

New love :))

2008-12-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

Everyone is obssessed with Elmo

I love Elmo too.

BUT I LOVE ERNIE MORE :P

Listen up, Elisians!!

2008-12-08T11:56:00.008+08:00

We're having our 4th gathering!!

Date: 20th December '08

Estimated time of arrival: 6.30pm

Destination: Downtown East Chalet (unit has yet to be confirmed)

Alright, I don't know how many ex-Elisians read this blog but I'm just gonna try my luck at it. DO COME DOWN FOR THE BARBEQUE, AITE?! So far, 13 of us have been confirmed but still, we're trying to get more to come! Everybody chip in a few dollars for food and drinks ok? Email me for more details or you can text me if you've my number ;)

Oh, and organisers for the event MUST MEET UP EARLIER on that day to set up the place and have a dip in the pool before the crowd arrives! CQ, Dil and Nick! I'll see you guys by the pool *winks*

Crapside

2008-12-07T15:30:00.002+08:00

BAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

Mum and sis left for China on Saturday morning while I was still fast asleep. They're probably on the tour coach right now heading for some shopping paradise amidst the snowy grounds, trying out local delights, feeling all bundled up in their brand new winter wear and splurging like it didn't matter. Not to mention, the jacuzzi and spa that the hotel offers...

And then we have ME; stuck in burning, boring and disgustingly competitive $ingapore. For a whole week, I gotta get my own meals, wash my own dishes, do my own laundry and watch tv ALONE! Fuck it. Ok, I love my time in Raffles Hospital and what I'm about to say DOES NOT apply to them but I gotta let out that PRCP SUCKS BIG TIME AND IT'S SCREWING MY LIFE! I can't take the week off to fly away with them cos I'd fail this posting and NOOOO, I do not intend to retain after all that I've been through.

But it still sucks, you know? To have your family overseas having fun while you're stuck here because of commitment to something. This has got to be THE BIGGEST EVER SACRIFICE I've made since the surgeon pulled me out from Mummy's uterus.

I wanna go on holiday!!

I was at Ben&jerry's Chunkfest yesterday with Nura (Haslinda cannot come!!!!) and I met Raiden after that. We went to Vivo City and I saw hundreds of people boarding ferries and cruises and I couldn't help but feel so envious. Like, why does my timetable have to clash with theirs? Why don't Polytechnics have the same school schedules as other institutions? Then maybe I could join them overseas.

Right now, I just can't wait for the remaining 8 weeks to breeze past. I need a beach vacation so bad right now. TIOMAN!! WAIT FOR ME!! And if time permits, I'd prolly pack off to Koh Samui as well.

Underwater diving seems to be the perfect escape for me at this point of time. Let the currents take you to where you can go. Under the waters, NO ONE dictates what you should do. Let it come and let it be.

I'll get there soon, in Febuary.

Pictures to Chunkfest will be up soon :))

Burning up

2008-12-02T17:43:00.007+08:00

BLACK magic!

One day, I'll drag you across the road by your armpit hair and let you witness the look of joy on my face whilst you cry yourself blind

I LOVE MY JOB :)

Heartbroken

2008-11-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

Love of my life, you hurt me,

You've broken my heart, and now you leave me.

Love of my life can't you see,

Bring it back bring it back,

Don't take it away from me,

Because you don't know what it means to me.

Love of my life don't leave me,

You've stolen my love now desert me,

Love of my life can't you see,

Bring it back bring it back,

Don't take it away from me,

Because you don't know what it means to me.

You will remember when this is blown over,

And everythings all by the way,

When I grow older,

I will be there at your side,

To remind you how I still love you

I still love you.

Hurry back hurry back,

Don't take it away from me,

Because you don't know what it means to me.

Love of my life,

Love of my life.

Blogging stops for the time being until I manage to stand up on my own again, until the scars heal. Don't worry about me. It won't take long. This isn't the last you've heard of Kimmi L. :)

Idiot.

2008-11-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

KNNBCCB!

THINK I'M YOUR SLAVE AH?! FUCK OFF TO HELL!

Cheebye McNugget.

Just you

2008-11-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

For the whole day, I thought about nothing and no one - but You

I got a what-face??

2008-11-22T21:09:00.002+08:00

A what-face?!

It's nothing new when my Clinical Instructors get my name wrong during attachments. For EVERY SINGLE POSTING I've had (except those when I'm under May Chia), my preceptors/Staff nurses NEVER FAIL to address me by the WRONG name!

This current posting is no different.

Jenny Chew: Ashley, come over here for a moment

Me: Cher, it's Kimberly... not Ashley

Jenny Chew: Eh, sorry. Hahahaha! You have the Ashley-face while she has the Kimberly-face. I keep mixing the both of you up.

-___________-""""""""""""

Bad streak!

2008-11-18T16:15:00.002+08:00

Bad streak following!

Now I'm down with CONJUNCTIVITIS!

Oh, help me, Lord

2008-11-16T11:08:00.001+08:00

Too tired right now

I wanna type out a detailed post about my first week at RH, but I'm feeling really shagged at the moment. Soon, soon.

Anybody kind enough to sponsor me another black cardigan? Mine is currently in the laundry basket and I can't report to work without my cardigan or my forearms will turn into ice-bergs! They on the aircon macam it's free one ok! All it takes for me to start shivering is to walk from one end of the corridoor to the other.

GIVE ME A NEW BLACK CARDIGAN!!!

The big F

2008-11-14T18:56:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU!

Couple more hours

2008-11-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

The boiling point

Prepare your gear, get ready for battle

Sucks to be sick

2008-11-07T13:08:00.002+08:00

Sucky sickness

Now that I'm sick and can't do shit, I have no choice but to STAY HOME and stare at the computer ALL DAY! How loserish can I get?! Omg! This is the time for me to enjoy before I get sent to hell next week lor... ~!@#$%^&*

Oh yah, I forgot to blog about this in the previous post. When I went to see the doctor on wednesday, he actually thought I was fifteen!

Doctor: Now exams end already right?

Me: Eh? How you know?

Doctor: How old are you again? *flips appointment slip* Aiyoh! You're 20 ah? I thought you were only fifteen; Secondary 3.

Me: What!! I'm already in Poly!!!

I wanted to rebut him a little more, but my tongue was in excruciating pain, so I decided to just shut my trap up. WAKAKAKAKAKA! I'm amazed at how he could even understand what I said to him with my tongue being 50% dysfunctional. When I entered the room and he asked me what was the problem, I wanted to say, "My tongue feels abit swollen". But it came out as...

"Ma ghang fur eh-bee sor-yen"

Don't laugh, please! NOT FUNNY!

I don't know why, but I keep going to my Multiply account to view pictures aken during my Poly days and attachment. I recently uploaded a whole lot of new pictures, so who guys can go see for yourselves ok? Most of the photos are taken with the Sea Creatures (duh!!) but also got other people lah! Can't wait to meet up with you guys again :(

If any of my cousins are reading this, I'VE UPLOADED OUR BABY PHOTOS THERE TOO! Some are kinda blur... pai seh!! But irregardless how hazy the photos are, it can't hide our cuteness :P WAFFLE, SYRUP, TERI, BRIAN, YUJIN, SIS, BRANDON, RYAN, RYNA, REMY!! You're all in the album "Viva La FAMILY"! Erm, apologies to Jordan, Baobi and the rest who're not included... CANNOT FIND YOUR PHOTOS LAH!

http://www.surfingbabe.multiply.com/

I need to get outta the house!! NOW!!!!!

Can this get any lower?!

2008-11-06T13:00:00.003+08:00

I'm JINXED!!!

PRCP officially kicks off on MONDAY and currently, my tongue is SWOLLEN! I can't bloody speak without sounding like I've got a short tongue, dammit! I consulted my GP yesterday and he prescibed me some tablets and paste to apply on the tip of my tongue to reduce the pain ASAP (however, ASAP just isn't fast enough! I want my normal tongue back THIS INSTANT!).

The paste is ultra GROSS, I tell you! It has this sandy kinda testure and when applied to my tongue, IT'S FUGGIN' SOUR!!! Not TomYum soup/lemonade/orange sherbet type of sour-ness. Those kinda sour-ness are at least fairly PLEASANT. This paste-cum-gel is.... omg, I can't even articulate about it.

I NEED TO RECOVER FAST!!! How am I bloody gonna go for attachment if I'm unable to talk?! The people there will treat me like an idiot. Bah!

Quoting from Siti: "Silence is like, so unlike u, man!"

YES, I KNOW!

It sucks to be in my current state. Seriously! And all because I'm mildly dehydrated. Okok, I'm so gonna make a pact with my body that once I recover (better be soon!), I'll drink at least 2 litres per day!!! And then, because of the increase in water intake, I gotta pray that my bladder walls are strong enough to retain my pee until I'm able to visit the loo during shift.

What?! Can't expect me to keep going to the lavatory while working mah! I'll lose my momentum!! Wahh... this means more pelvic floor exercises. BUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Haiz... being human is so troublesome. Keeping your body healthy requires so much trouble. Must drink enough water to keep yourself hydrated, but at the same time, cannot drink too much. Drink too little and you become dehydrated (in my case, with a fucking swelled-up tongue). Must remove bowels at least once day, but then again, if you strain too much, you kena haemorrhoids. And if never remove, constipation! Shit too much, no good. Shit too little also no good.

WTF!

So to drink, or not to drink? To shit, or not to shit?!

Transform into robots, sudah lah! So much easier. Just change batteries and oil the parts. No need to maintain weight lah, watch diet lah, exercise, have sufficient sleep, take enough fluids, shit daily etc.

I HATE BEING SICK! I HATE BEING SICK! I HATE BEING SICK!

Gimme a miracle :'(

Little list

2008-11-04T01:34:00.001+08:00

A random list of places to go/do (before the year ends):

#Snow City
#Botanical Gardens
#Cycling at Pulau Ubin
#Seafood dinner @ JB
#Henderson Wave
#Roller-blading @ ECP
#Dessert @ Island Creamery

To my sugar-darling: YOU KNOW WHAT YOU GOTTA DO ;)

To my friends/cousins coming back from abroad: Now we won't have to brainstorm so hard where to go when you guys come back!

If it makes u Happy..

2008-11-02T13:07:00.005+08:00

*Smug grin*

I know I once mentioned that my sis & I were gonna get the Canon Powershot E1 (Cotton pink) the moment it gets launched in Singapore. But apparently, our mum thinks we'll grow out of the cuteness and pinkish-ness, so she got us this camera instead:

The Canon DIGITAL IXUS 8015 (in Champagne)

Yah lah, yah lah... it's NOT 10megapixels, but who's complaining? All the pictures that I've taken with it thus far seems ok mah!! Oh yah, the rationale behind why mummy bought us a new camera is because..... my sis totally psycho-ed her that IT AIN'T LOGICAL TO GO TO BLOODY CHINA WITHOUT SNAPPING PICTURES THERE!!

Call me childish but I DON'T CARE! PRCP is spoiling everything for me lah! Nabeh! My family's jetting off to Chengdu to live in the mountains in December, I won't be able to party on Christmas eve like how I used to, I can't sit back and open presents on boxing day, my cousins are coming back from Aussie but I can only meet them IF time permits and I COULD BE WORKING ON CNY!!

I can already foresee this upcoming three months pass by very.... S-L-O-W-L-Y... At the end of it all, I'd probably feel as though I'm 43 years old. That's how slow time passes by during attachments. Damnation!!

On Friday, I went out with Nura Sweetie!!!

Why suddenly my hair longer than hers?! LOL!

It's been yonks since we met up for shopping can?! The last time we were on a spree, it was more than a frickin' year ago, OMG!! But never mind, we have Graduation Day & Prom Night to look forward to ;)

Oh yes, yes, yeshhhh... while just roaming around in the shopping malls (NOT IN SEARCH OF ANYTHING IN PARTICULAR), I splurged my cash on a new sports bra and a pair of dark brown gladiators!! Mummy can somehow read my mind though... On Saturday, she was out with her girlfriends and she got me a new pair of gym-tights from G2000!!! WHAT-THE-BLEAH!! You rock, mumZ!!!

New gym apparel = more workouts :)

I bumped into Brian at Far East Plaza. Hahaha!! He was preparing for his costume party that night and he was gonna dress up as...

THE JOKER *evil laughter*

OHMIGOSHHHHHHH...!!!!!!!!!

Alright, that's all I gotta write for now. Will be back soon ;)

P/S: Some juveniles are just so rude. Tsktsktsk. I wonder why *cocks eyebrow*

Gladiators, ready?

2008-10-31T00:33:00.004+08:00

SOMEBODY GET ME A PAIR!!

I so gotta get myself a pair of these babies. They've been on the market so ages and it took me only NOW to notice them and the "fierce-ness" they got along with 'em! Damn, please lemme find a suitable pair in the right colour!! Obviously, I wouldn't get the white one lah... brown, perhaps? And if I'm really feeling them, probably GOLD ;)

Mini Mahjong! :D

2008-10-30T16:15:00.012+08:00

Mahjong anytime soon?

My mum's girlfriend gave my sis a miniature mahjong set in a box! Hahaha! It is the cutest thing I ever laid my eyes on!

DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE, RIGHTTTT!!!

I just learnt how to play an actual game on Sunday. Yes, I know! I'm 20 and yet still don't know what's a shi san yao! Haiz... what have I been missing out on?!! Right now, my mum's contemplating getting a regular sized set so the family can have such games on Friday and Saturday nights :)

Friends are welcomed to join in. Though I gotta disappoint ya'll with news that I WON'T BE USING ACTUAL MONEY TO PLAY until I master the skill(s) of Mahjong veterans. Damn, I'd even probably needa get a notebook and keep track of my wins & losses!

How to hold your tongue

2008-10-29T16:20:00.003+08:00

Who's got balls for this ordeal?

again, this isn't me!!!

I wanna go NZ

2008-10-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

Shots by D'linder at her new home!

Omg, I am oh-so-jealous of you, girlfriend!!! You're now residing in a bungalow at the foot of the hills whereas I'm still stuck here in this miserable place, living in a bloody HDB flat! You so have my promise that I'll head over there next year for Christmas! And faster get your license so we can go on your long-awaited road trip!! Christchurch, HERE WE COMEEE!!!

A random collage

2008-10-27T13:32:00.005+08:00

Some pictures I'd like to share :)

(photo taken in June '06, during my 18th birthday celebration)

(photo taken in June '07)

(photo taken in Oct '08)

So you're wondering what's the point of me posting up those 3 photos of myself, yea? Lemme tell you why. In all the photos, notice how my right upper arm is always visible? Now, scroll back up and compare the various SIZES of it; from year 2006-08.

I've gone from 54kg to 52kg to the current 45kg.

To all those people who once commented on me being fat/plump/requiring plastic surgery, KISS MY ASS! I bet you can't bloody run uphill in 14 minutes (for 2.4km). I bet even more that you don't have abs to show off (honestly, I don't have packs like Fergie, but at least I can see a 4-pack when I flex). And oh, if you're gonna make fun of my lack of height, go ahead. Being short isn't a physical disadvantage. I choose to see it as a compliment, because at least people won't mistake me for a tranny when I walk past them :)

I used to be affected by what others say; I got flat face, big nose, dark circles, fake boobs, big ass, bulging tummy, short eyelashes etc.

Yeap, say what you want. I'm the one with the healthy body now :) But then again, I do have to thank (all of) you for being unwelcomed critiques ;) It was your tactless comments that gave me more motivation to bring you down. So I guess it's time you eat your words, stop preying on other people and START WORKING OUT ON YOUR OWN BODY.

We are all imperfect and that includes you, nonetheless. So why are you pointing out the physical flaws of other people and forgetting on a whole that you're far from perfection too? Does bringing others down make you any more attractive? Will their burnt ego give you a higher wage? If they're not as petite as you, LEAVE IT AS THAT. What matters is that they're healthy and happy. Who are you to tell them how unglam or awful they look? Who are you to poke jokes at their expense? Remember this; those that choose to humiliate others are very often the ones with the most insecurities.

By the way, did I ever have the chance to mention that we shouldn't take our skin for granted because it's our largest organ? Girl, you need some serious skin regime! And before I forget, you're wearing the wrong bra-size *winks*

Facebook back on!

2008-10-26T13:51:00.002+08:00

I'm back on Facebook!

It's a loooonnnnngggggg story why I chose to reactivate it. All I can say is that I love my Elisian friends too much lah, especially D'linder!!! FASTER COME BACK FROM NZ!!! Last night's "online gathering" was crazyyy!! Hahahahaha! But enjoyed ourselves with the rest, yea? Omg.. David, Benin, WeiMin, CQ (very few were online apparently). And David thought that McRon is a McDonald's meal. WTH! He's also a pioneer Elisian larrr!! Can't wait to see you guys in December man! Seriously :)

Could you be happier?

2008-10-25T13:38:00.003+08:00

As the week breezed by...

MONDAY: Headed to town because I'd rather be walking around aimlessly than rot at home. Saw a really cute pair of red/white candy bangles, but decided against buying them. Damn, it's so frustrating to see something so adorable, yet not being able to own them. But whatever! My wrist(s) are too scrawny for them to fit anyways.

What was on TV: The Amazing Race (s13), The Nanny

TUESDAY: Met up with my bestie from Primary School. Dude treated me to dinner at ThaiExpress where I got to have my favourite TomYum noodles! YUMTUMTUM! Went to the Esplanade, took a view pictures of the art pieces around, waited for him to borrow his videos and headed home. I swear, my contacts almost blended in with my corneas.

What was on TV: Desperate Housewives, The Nanny

WEDNESDAY: Jalan Raye with the Sea Creatures, Miss Siti & Stevie! We literally went from the East side of the country all the way to the extreme West! PASIR RIS TO JURONG! The journey throughout was fun though; tonnes of photo-taking and bitchings. I received my first-ever green packets! OMG, I totally ♥ you gals!!! Have y'all seen the pictures that we took that day? Well, if you haven't, you know where to find them! The translucent white kebaya I had on was pretty, wasn't it? Much thanks to Duckie who lent it to me (because I couldn't fit into my mum's!).

Nothing interesting on cable except The Nanny which aired at bloody 12 midnight! And the UEFA Champions League games at an ungodly 3am on Thursday morning -_-"

THURSDAY: Went to Raffles City because I was in a bad mood! I missed Liverpool's game against Athletico Madrid! Dammit! Walked around the entire shopping centre and came across beautiful ornaments that would look fantastic with my new room layout but I had NO MONEY!! The day was pretty much sucky until I came home and found my mood ring! LOL! And adding in the number of variety shows airing later on, Thursday ain't so bad.

What was on TV: I survived a Japanese Gameshow, The Amazing Race Asia, Project Runway, The Nanny

FRIDAY: Met the boy whom I haven't seen for the entire week, and we headed to the Night Safari for their annual Halloween event with Jade. During the tram-ride, Jade and I were the ones screaming and laughing the most. Raiden simply sat there and YAWNED! Wtf! Eh, I know you're aware of who's gonna pop up when, BUT AT LEAST JOIN IN THE SCREAMINGS LAHHH!!!

What was on TV: Survivor Gabon (I watched the 2pm one because it's direct off satellite and has no commercial breaks!)

You guys know where to look for more pictures, yeah? Oh, and if you wanna have a look at my sis (who doesn't look like me at all), you can view pictures of her there too :) Look for the album "Trick or Treat".

Jalan Raye '08!

2008-10-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

I love my gals :)

For more, go to www.surfingbabe.multiply.com

My mood ring

2008-10-23T17:29:00.004+08:00

Who's in the mood?

Today, I found my long lost MOOD RING!! Hahahaha! After so long of not wearing it on my left index finger, it's finally back on... still as good as new! *Phew* I thought I left it at my previous flat when I was in the midst of shifting early last year. I moped, I grumbled, I bought a plain platinum ring to replace it but the "feeling" was right. Now that I've found my little darling, I'm never taking it off; EVERRRRR!!!!

Oh, what's a MOOD RING? Hehe! It's a ring that tells you your mood. Lol! Mine has the name "Kimberley" spelled out on it. Yeah, my name's spelt "Kimberly" but what to do? They decided that an extra E would look better and be easier to market, so no choice lor... And they didn't offer rings that have "kim" on it.

Baah!

BLACK: Stressed

INDIGO: Calm

BROWN: Fear

VIOLET: Cool

YELLOW: Nervous

AMBER: Lovable

GREEN: Mixed

LIME: Romance

SKY BLUE: Normal

CYAN: Passion

SEA BLUE: Relaxed

DARK BLUE: Happy

Currently, my ring's purplish... so what's my mood? And what's your's? *winks*

I got in

2008-10-22T10:15:00.000+08:00

RAFFLES HOSPITAL!!!!!!

Black & White affair

2008-10-19T21:40:00.004+08:00

I miss being 17... :(

3 weeks of Holidaysssss!!!

2008-10-18T12:01:00.011+08:00

Hehehe! Time to rejoice!

My A&E and Major OT postings are over... well, I am relieved that I can finally get enough sleep, but kinda sad that it's all over (especially for OT!!!). Knowing that I'll be going back to the wards for PRCP is freaking me out. I do enjoy working there, but what I can't stand the patient's relatives sometimes. They're more kan cheong than the patients themselves and occasionally, I feel like making them switch attires with the patients so I can nurse them for their tachycardia instead.

So here's a brief summary of what I've been through for OT (not much to write about A&E lah) though some of you might find it boring..

131008 - Monday (O&G Theatre)

#Laporoscopy Ovarian Cystectomy

#Bilateral Laporotomy

#Vaginal Hysterectomy

(2nd half of the day was spent on orientation so I didn't see much on the first day)

141008 - Tuesday (Colorectal)

#Eua + Fistulotomy (SCRUBBED)

# Ultra low anterior resection - CA Rectum

#Total Colectomy - CA Caecum + Sigmoid Polyp

#Laporotomy + Right Hemicolectomy - Desc. CA Colon

151008 - Wed (Recept/Recovery)

Lalalala! I was with Haslinda for the day and we found out from SEN Osman that a MediaCorp actress had a boob job done in SGH. Hahahaha!! I can't say who, but I'm gonna say that she's one of the prettiest actresses around and I'm a fan of hers (despite the silicone breasts) :D

161008 - Thursday (General Surgery)

Haslina overheard some nurses commenting that there was gonna be a 6 hours op for one of the theatres and she told me, "Wei, sekali it's YOUR theatre ah... today you got only one case, right?". Of course I said CHOY at the loudest possible tone and went to my theatre with Anju. Upon arrival, MY THEATRE REALLY KENA THE 6 HOUR OP! I wanted to murder Haslinda on the spot!!!

And then!!

We received a call that the patient's temperature spiked overnight and she was unwell for op. Thus, Anju & I had to look for Sister Carol so she could re-allocate us.

I was assigned to the O&G theatre again (with Angie) and there's a CAESERIAN SECTION 2nd on the list!!! Overjoyed!!! The best part is, the mother was having TWINS! Angie & I were super doped and kept looking at the clock and praying for the 1st procedure to be over.

1st proecdure: THBSO - endometrial polyp, suspicious for malignancy

The surgeon discovered multiple adhesions on the patient's colon during the op and so the procedure was extended...

8 BLOODY HOURS AH!!!

One operation lasting from 8.30am to well after 4pm! That's one whole shift lahh! Worse than the 6 hour "whipple operation" I was previously assigned for! Angie and I stayed back just to observe the C-section and I didn't regret it one bit :) The mummy gave birth to a boy and a girl... both were so TINY, omg!! SSN Goh also stayed back with us and she was so cute! Wahahaha! Bah, she wasn't around on our last day so never take photo with her :(

171008 - Friday (Plastic theatre)

Now here's where all the plastic surgery goes on. Apparently, boob jobs are common amongst Singaporean women... and I read in the papers that it's a popular gift that parents get for their child on their Sweet Sixteen! WTF! I didn't receive implants on my 16th birthday!! Did you?!

#Serial excision upper limbs & trunk

(this girl is super poor thing lah. her dress caught fire when she was 5 and burnt her limbs & torso. and she's super rich too man! came from overseas just for the op and she's staying in Class A1+ ok!!! Better than Class A1!)

#Revision breast augmentation & upper blepharoplasty

(in layman's term, boob job & double eyelids op)

#Orif facial

I could've seen a nose job too, but patient postponed the op. Wasted!!!!

Now PICTURES!!!

a couple more on Multiply :))

Pre-OT posting

2008-10-12T23:29:00.004+08:00

OT posting tomorrow

And I am so not ready for it. SGH only uses scrubbing method (from what I heard) so my forearms are prolly gonna hurt like fuck!!! And for all I know, the colour tone of my arms might become lighter than the rest of my body parts. RAHHHHH!!!!

One more week, TAHAN! TAHAN! TAHAN!

And guys, my online album is now completed with ALL my pictures; includes Secondary School days, Judo trainings, junior years in NYP, attachments, birthday parties etc. I know alot of you have completed your postings (HY, Duckie, Dorie, Pigologist), so go take a look ok? HAHAHAHA! I have all your pics posted up ranging from Year 1-3 and during our various postings! And please ah, I look nothing like how I do now when I was in Sec Sch, so don't get too shocked, alright?

www.surfingbabe.multiply.com

I pasted the link above my Nuffnang ad. since September but NO ONE seemed to notice! So far, only Hajar and Boon Juay have been to my page because they're both members of Multiply. Whatever.

Anyways, I've 18 albums there so enjoy yourselves :)

Hint: You guys can start setting up your own accounts so your precious photos will be stored where I can see them. Hahaha!

Can't wait for Halloween!

Sian ji pua!!

2008-10-11T16:27:00.006+08:00

Sing me a song

Because I seriously have no life during attachments man... yet another occupational hazard. Everyday, after my 8 hour shift, I get so lethargic, I basically just sleep all the way home and sleep some more when I eventually do reach home. WTF. This results in me not sms-ing much, not being online much, not shopping much and not seeing my baby much.

A couple of days back, my sweetest drug celebrated his 20th birthday and I wasn't able to attend the sushi buffet that he and his coursemates went to. Bah! Shit happens at the last minute... always!!!

Sorry sugar, I hope I made it up to you with the gift and jellies. HAHAHAHA!! Yeah, I didn't bake him a cake coz I'd probably bake the whole kitchen up in the process. I SUCK WITH CULINARY STUFF AND BAKING OK! But still, it's the thought that counts, right? I got him some items which I knew would drive him fanatical and I stayed up till 3-fucking-am to make him lychee jellies with peach cubes :)

What made me happy was seeing him gobble it all down while watching The Nanny with me that night. So cute!

Then I came across a very interesting site catering to photographs:

HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY, BABY!!

Wakakakakakaka!!!! Cute, right?!

I made one for Siti as well... LOL!

And Mr Jaya!!!

Oh, and Paris Hilton LOVES me, btw...

LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!! Bored like me and wanna have something to do? Go choose designs for your own pictures at http://www.photofunia.com/

Shirleen's 21st party bash!!!

I wasn't the only guest around lah! Her other pals were there as well, but since I was NEVER in the same class as her during Secondary School, I'm not familiar with her clique and other friends so... yeah, I only got pictures of her and me. Hehehe!!

Dearest Godsis, you were truly a blessing in my life; always helping me out and finding solutions to my problems. Even when I was in the slumps in 2004, you wrote me letters to keep my spirits high and encouraged me to move on with life. Thank you for all that you've done for me, and God bless you for being suc a wonderful friend :)

Tattoo; not mine!

2008-10-04T01:09:00.002+08:00

Tattoo... Muahahaha!

What does the tatt say again? *bimbo stare*

BabyLove's 20!

2008-10-03T11:16:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday, Honeybun!!!

The little boy in yellow shorts and talcom powder on his face has become a...

I love 'The Nanny'!

2008-10-02T23:35:00.016+08:00

Hehehehehe!!!

I'M CAUGHT UP WITH THIS SITCOM ON CABLE TV!!

Next week, I'll be posted to the Emergency Department for a week followed by another 5 days in the Operating Theatre. Should I be glad (that I won't have to rot at home) or sad (that I can't sleep in on weekdays)? Now that's something to consider.

*Please let me see a C-section! Please let me see a C-section!*

Was watching the Amazing Race Asia (Season 3) on AXN moments ago and the Singaporean duo is so cute lahh! Not as attractive as Melody & Sharon from Season 1, definately not as macho and into fitness as Colin & Adrian from Season 2.

But A.D. & FUZZIE are darn hilarious!

Hahahaha! I crack up everytime they start talking. They'll go, "Dude, it's this way lah... Nehhh!!! It's this way...!!!" Complete with that distinctive Singaporean accent and a touch of sarcasm. In this week's episode, the Roadblock was to eat one of Taiwan's delicacies.... SMELLY TOUFU!!!!!

For every bite that A.D. downed, she belched.

Yeah, sounds disgusting. But come to think of it, she was totally cool while attempting to finish the entire pot of toufu (which also consisted of spices, vegetables and duck blood). She kept quiet, swallowed the food continously, and just stopping for a few seconds to, well, *burp! AND SHE'S A WOMAN! Damn, she's got balls!

Ida, from the Malaysian team, started crying during the Roadblock -_-" Babe, was it really necessary for all that drama? IT'S JUST TOUFU! I know, it stinks but c'mon lah... I've eaten it and I'm still alive and well man!

The team from India has got to be the worst of the lot. Absolutely nothing to say about them! Kapil didn't even bloody touched a single piece of beancurd and opted to go for the 4 hour penalty. Sad case! There's a saying that goes "You don't lose until you quit". True enough, the two of them got eliminated. Which in my opinion is a GOOD thing, because seriously, these two men don't deserve to be on the race. Their attitudes suck, they're arguing more than half the time and they simply GAVE UP!

Ok lah, I admit I'm biased against them. But that's only because of their lousy characters and their knack for shouting at the cameras. YES!!! I CAN HEAR YOU FROM MY HOME!!! SAVE IT!!

Raiden kept laughing at them when he was at my place watching last week's episode. To him, their antics were funny (whatever. Raiden laughs at EVERYTHING!) but to me, their just so IRRITATING!!! Complaining and complaining from the start to the finish. Ish!

I've got pictures from Shirleen's party which I've yet to post up, I will be snapping more pictures tomorrow because it's my baby's birthday and later this month, I'll be heading for Nickky's 21st birthday BBQ. Guess I'll post the photos of all 3 parties in a single entry. Less hassle!!

All the ladies in the house went for a shopping spree at Bugis Village yesterday and it was a total SUICIDE ATTEMPT. Fucking crowded and I could smell the pits of the auntie who was standing in front of me in the train. Wah lao eh... Don't ask me whose idea it was to head to Bugis, I have no clue! Plus, the reason I tagged along was because we were having Thai food at Novena after that. *TOMYUM TOMYUM TOMYUM TOMYUM*

Mummy bought me a new pair of denim hotpants (my old pair doesn't fit anymore because it's too loose!), PAUL FRANK BOXERS and a black & white tube beach dress which I'm *most probably* gonna wear to celebrate Nickky's big day coz her party's theme is "Black & White affair".

Can't wait for tomorrow!! Baby, I miss you so muchhh!!! I'm hoping we have a wonderful time at the buffet with your FYP mates *kisses*

It's already October... PRCP is nearing! OMG! I don't want to grow up! Where's Peter Pan when you need him?! To make this coming period of my life more miserable,

MY MUM AND SIS WILL BE JETTING OFF TO CHENGDU FOR A WEEK WHILE I'M SLOGGING MY GUTS AWAY!!!!! This is so not fair!!! I hate PRCP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chengdu leh! Can sayang the Panda bear ok! Singapore where got xiong mao?! Nabeh!!!!

Cute nye...

Missing out on playing with the pandas is fine for me (even though I've a strong urge to take one week MC in December) but when they're over at China, they won't be staying in a hotel... they're gonna stay up on the MOUNTAINS!!!! It'll be winter time, so how cool is that?!

NYP, YOU AGGRAVATE ME!!!!!!

Premier: Survivor Gabon!

2008-09-26T16:11:00.005+08:00

Gabon is here!

Survivor's back!! After what seemed like eons!!!

YOU GUYS DON'T WANNA MISS OUT!

This season has no lack of male hotties ;) I'm can't decide who's hotter; Dan, Marcus or Matty. Hmm, I might vote for Dan in the long run. Hehe! He appears to be honest, suave, athletic and smart! And he's got abs, people!!!

(Dan's the guy in the purple tie, btw)

Guys look so sophisticated in suits. Hahaha!!! I bet Raiden would look just as hot.. though I doubt the guy's gonna don on a suit and tie anytime soon now. My loss :(

Just a little prayer

2008-09-23T12:20:00.004+08:00

Our Father in Heaven

Dear Lord, take this all away. It's so crazy, sometimes I feel like throwing daggers at those who're stirring up trouble. And I don't have to resort to that, do I? Make them shut up and help them mind their own business. If they claim that they've too much time at hand, recruit them for the up-coming Mission Trip... those orphans need more "help" than I do. The next person tha raises his/her voice (irregardless at who) will have a caramel-coated apple stuffed down his/her throat.

Beach-themed banner!

2008-09-21T13:12:00.003+08:00

Thanks Manda!

My Judo junior made a really lovely banner for me upon my request. Hahahaha!! I'm gonna use it for my other (locked-up) blog AND *possibly* as a decorative hang-up for my 21st BIRTHDAY!

PRETTY, YEA?

Yes, still have a long way to go... but no harm planning in advance, right? Especially when I have so much time at hand currently. Wakakakakaka!!!

No doubt, it's gonna be held at the beach! A BEACH PARTY with the sand, sun and waves. Heehee! Ladies, prepare your best bikinis and guys, start training to achieve those abs, alright?! Hmm... I haven't really thought of what theme I should go along with, so feel free to tell me if you've got any suggestions!

Till then,

♥ Kimmi

THE Canon Camera!

2008-09-20T19:49:00.002+08:00

Muahahhahahaha!!

You're MINE... tomorrow!

In a comic strip

2008-09-20T11:12:00.007+08:00

If only...

I wish my life was a comic strip in one of my Archie series. It seems so simple, so rewarding (close friendships, familiarity with everyone in the neighbourhood) and, I hate to say this but, it appears to be more appealing than this current life of mine. And maybe, yours.

Wouldn't it be cool to (literally) have a brand new beginning every morning? There's a saying that goes, "Everyday is a new beginning", but please lah, we ALL know for a fact that a new day DOES NOT tantamount to a new start. There's too much regret and reminders to allow us to even feel that we have a new start at hand.

Unlike in a comic strip. Every story has a hilarious (never tragic) end to it. If Veronica were to find out that Archie gave up a date with her to go bowling with Jughead, she'd throw a fit, chase after him with a stick but we never know if she used it to hit him or they kissed and made up in the Chocklit Shoppe. Because in the next series, an entirely new story has began with Betty and Veronica going to a secluded beach to explore the area.

See how easy life is in a comic strip? Whatever mistakes you make, it'll be forgotten when the story comes to a halt. And therefore, those characters have something which I don't; MULTIPLE CHANCES TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.

Love trangles. Don't we just hate those?! Having to share your loved one with someone else... It might sound really selfish, but when it comes to Love, I'm NEVER willing to share even a crumb of it with even my closest friend. If you wanna go on a date, go find your own boyfriend. NOBODY TOUCHES WHAT'S MINE.

Yet they can still go on knowing that Archie's a two-timer

Their friendship is interwined with scandals, conflicts and competition... How do they make it work out when I can't?

Meet my favourite character, Betty Cooper.

Born on 29th June (serious!). She has it all; all that I don't.

48 hours

2008-09-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

More than midway there.

Gerontology posting will be over in 48 hours' time. I can finally stay up late and watch my (delayed) Champions League matches. I can start my resistance training. I can pop by school whenever I feel like it to smooch my baby who's having his FYP. I can sun-tan. I can purchase my Paul Frank top... and prove to my sis that not all monkeys are irritating! :P

I still have pictures from Shirleen's 21st birthday party which Raiden has yet to send to me!! MY GODSIS IS FINALLY 21!!!

Pre-warning: I appear super shagged in the photos because I was on morning shift that day ok! Sitting side-by-side with my dajie really brought out "the beauty & the beast" in us. LOL!

And I am definately gonna blog IN FULL DETAIL about my current posting. Yes!! Because somehow or rather, TWO patients collapsed within hours of each other and I survived the ENTIRE DAY without food or water (and I'm not even fasting!).

BIG ACHIEVEMENT OK!

Say bye to studying (for now)

2008-09-16T22:48:00.001+08:00

I PASSED ALL MY MODULES!!

I am so relieved now that I know I need not sit for any supps. Hahaha! I was anxiously logging into e-services last night to see if my results were out at the stroke of midnight. But no matter how many times I clicked "refresh", no updates on my page leh... so I kept bugging Andy and Zaki to try and log into their accounts to check their marks.

Sekali both of them cannot log in due to "internal error".

I forced myself to sleep and increased my handphone's message tone to it's maximum because I WAS DYING TO FIND OUT IF I COULD GO AHEAD FOR MY PRCP!!!

For the first time in 5 semesters, they DID NOT sms me at the wee hours in the morning. Instead, I received my results at 8.30am and I've been grinning eversince. Hehehehe! Ok lah, I'm not 100% satisfied with what I scored for some modules, but considering my GPA went up by 0.2, there's no need to mope right?

Psychology/Sociology is just as sucky as ever lah! I studied those 3 books for 10 days STRAIGHT and what did I get? Not even remotely close to an A!

Damn disheartening, can?! I bet you, it's the MCQ that I screwed up!

Usually hor, I'd get all Bs & Cs for my exams. But not this time round... LOL! This semester's results has ALOT of varieties... A, B, C, D all also have! But thankfully no F lah!

A-grade for Clinical Lab and FYP seh!!! Clinical Lab is probably my weakest area, but still can do well... NICE! As for FYP, it's expected lah! HAHAHAHA!! My groupmates and I went through hell (and alot of conflicts) to finally getting the Thumbs-up from Irene ok!

B for Management & Community Health. Kwahahhaha!!! No complains... coz I studied for this paper just the night before o_O

C+ for Psychology/Sociology... HOW COULD THIS BE?!?! Andy Ong is such a good lecturer!!! :P

And then!!!!

Lousy D+ for both 3033 and 3106. Whatever!!! I thought I was gonna fail 3033. Hmm, still can get D+... Steady lah!

I am NOT gonna tell you guys what's my GPA because it's NOWHERE near perfect. Rahhhh!!! I regret failing Bio-Science in Year One!!!!

CONGRATS TO ALL WHO'VE DONE WELL! See ya'll at Graduation Night ;)

That's not my name!

2008-09-15T23:48:00.003+08:00

The TingTings say, "THAT'S NOT MY NAME!"

I don't get it! Why can't my Clinical Instructors get my name right?! Since when did I become known as "Belinda"?!

Britney does it!

2008-09-13T10:46:00.000+08:00

I knew she'd make a comeback!

Big apologies to ANTI-BRITNEY people....

But Oops... SHE DID IT AGAIN ;)

This one dream

2008-09-07T12:00:00.005+08:00

Last night, while I was sleeping,

I dreamt of that chocolate ice-cream in green packaging with Japanese words on it. Delicious :)

But the one that tasted better, was the person licking the ice-cream *winks*

Attachments, that's why!

2008-09-06T13:27:00.002+08:00

CRYCRYCRYCRY!!!

Too long never go attachment liao! This is my 3rd time posted to Ward64 and I FORGOT THE ENTIRE LAYOUT!!! I've even forgotten where they keep alcohol swaps!!!!!!

The week's over?!

2008-08-31T00:21:00.004+08:00

I so spent the week so well!

Yesh, I am a happy girl because I managed to stay out of (the usual) trouble this week! Hahahaha! Another reason to rejoice; MY SKIN'S GOLDEN BROWN AGAIN! Out with the pasty beige and in with the bronzed tan! Being (slightly) fair makes me look so sickly... Eeewww!!! I wonder why some girls set life ambitions of wanting to be "as fair as toilet paper". Hello, Halloween isn't here yet...

So I've a couple of pictures taken on Thursday when Dorie, Siti and I went to Ikea for dinner and some delicious Daim pies!!

Dorie has passed her driving test!! YAY!! So Siti gave her the chance to drive us around. Dorie, I think you'd agree with me that your first time on the road is gonna be one of THE most scariest moments, right? Buahahahaha!!! We were caught in a traffic jam at Ubi and bloody cab-drivers kept honking at her! Some huge truck was even on the verge of colliding with us... OMG!

Better seize this opportunity to post the photos up before my attachment begins!

Chocolate, Blueberry, Almond butter! Guess who's!

I WANT THIS ROOM!!!

It even has "nursing uniforms" in its closet... just without the blue patch and sleeves. People with armpit hair cannot wear. LOL!

Look at this frame...

It has a redundant back-stand -_-"

yupZ, he thinks the frame is dumb too ;)

Going back home... Ikea ice-cream is da bomb!

My godsis' 21st birthday party's almost here!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER & ex-EV PEOPLE!

SINGfest 2008!

2008-08-28T11:32:00.002+08:00

This is super belated, but WHO CARES?!

IT'S SINGFEST 2008!!!

With our (very costly) tickets :D

Somebody got new hairdo - HAOLIAN!!!

Sweltering weather & effing packed!

First act of the day: STACIE ORRICO <3

Siao boh?! SHE LOOKING AT ME!!!

(is it just me, or does she bare an uncanny resemblance to Lindsay Lohan?)

JAMIE SCOTT & THE TOWN!!!

The group of people who wrote messages to the band, asking for their drumsticks/picks, ACTUALLY GOT IT!! More than once!!! Lucky bunch.

ONE REPUBLIC -

Winners @ MTVAsia Awards!!

I like Brent's hair... so bushy~!!!

RYAN TEDDER'S GUITAR PICK!!!

It's too late to apologise... It's too late....!!!!!!

PANIC AT THE DISCO

(the mike cocked up half-way through their gig!)

Brendon is so.... HAWT!!!

Spencer and his awesome drumset! Dope shit!

Ryan Ross looks so Adam Brody :P

OMG! I was THAT close to him!!! BRENDON!!!!

MR JASON MRAZ!

My heart flew away when he sang "The remedy". Hearing it LIVE made me even more addicted to that song. I was humming it's tune while I was attempting 3033's final paper!

Only one picture of Rick Astley... HA!!!

He's a superbly good performer lah, despite being 42 years of age! And the way he speaks is so Austin Powers... it's always "Yeah, baby" this and "yeah, baby" that...

"Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down

Never gonna turn around & desert you!!!!"

PUSSYCAT DOLLS IN ACTION!!! Meow...

(thanks for the pics, MelMel!)

I like their thighs... childbearing, but damn muscular can!

Man, these ladies look good even in the sluttiest clothes!

(Ashley at the far left looks saucy here. Hehehe!)

-the cam I was using totally died on me by the time PCD ended their performance so no shots of Alicia Keys in her tight white pants-

I am so gonna attend SINGfest 2009 even if I gotta risk my life to beat the human stampede for the 2nd time! BEST MUSIC EVENT EVER!! Oh, oh, oh! Siti wanted me to say that I nearly lost my Brazilian Havaianas cos I was dancing in front of the stage bare-foot and I left it in her care but "the people just step-step-step".

WANTED!

2008-08-27T15:03:00.003+08:00

What's currently on my wishlist:

♥ New beachbag ($52)

♥ Beach sandals ($36)

♥ Haircut + treatment products ($???)

♥ Paul Frank bedroom slippers ($49.90)

♥ Pink Paul Frank boardshorts ($59.90)

♥ Sports waterbottle ($12.90)

♥ Ripcurl shades ($215)

♥ Be Delicious by DKNY - Citrus ($34.50)

"it is at times like these that I wish I was bonded" -_-"

Kaka! DO NOT attempt a move to Chelsea! You'll lose your skills! STAY WITH MILAN!

Milan! DO NOT attempt to sell off Kaka! And DO NOT attempt to buy Senderos from Arsenal! He'll score more own-goals than your ancestors will allow!

I miss ALL of them!

2008-08-25T16:29:00.004+08:00

These were some of the pictures taken on 210808

Farewell gift(s) from Dearest Dorie <3

The TWINS!!! (p/s: both are evil :P)

kimmi L., Nadirah, Seri, Shidah, Jue

Shot taken by Zaki; damn nice lah! Macam CD cover!!!

Now Zaki pretending to be Batman!

"Sitting by the fountain... and hear the splashes of water..."

Zaki's work again...

He enjoys taking pictures of unsuspecting people (usually Seri), and this time, Dorie and I also kena!

Sigh, time really flies by once you enter Poly. Seems like just 3 seconds ago that I took this picture with Mugi and Yoga during Dr. Yong's lesson.

Will never forget my first ever bio-science lecture; Yong brought a REAL HUMAN SKULL into the theatre and examined it in front of all of us!!!

"I think this skull belonged to a lady... it's quite small eh? And she must have had some nasal problems... the nasal bones are slightly deviated.."

BUAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!

My holidays are going by really fast too!! TOO FAST!! I've just began to enjoy myself; with all the sun-tanning, late morning sleep-ins, resistance training, dates with my baby, watching DVDs till 4am... and I'll be meeting Nicky this Friday!!! I haven't seen her since forever!

Hopefully, Dorie and I get to send Shan-Shan off on Thursday. Our class leader going to Sydney for attachment seh!!! You go, girl! You're like, the light of our class! Take care of yourself while working Down Under ok? Oh, and if you spot a handsome lifeguard on any of their beaches, STUFF HIM IN YOUR LUGGAGE!! It's about time you settled down :D

Joking lah, joking lah! Don't snub me at the airport hor!

This week is so lined up with activities! And then attachment begins the following week; SPOILER!

That'll be 3 long weeks of Geron posting, a 2 week break, ED & OT posting (2 weeks) and then my long-awaited 3 weeks vacation. What's next, you ask?

Pre-Registration Consolidation Posting!!!!

*place me with nice people, place me with nice people, place me with nice people*

Look at the ordinary

2008-08-23T00:04:00.004+08:00

Guess I got the answer

I was crapping away with an old friend last night and it was quite refreshing! Havent seen him for awhile, but we still managed to hit off pretty well and he told me a couple of things that actually made me feel less insecure and more... determined?

Quite a number of my friends have been encouraging me to take up driving lessons. I do wanna drive so I don't have to risk getting my ass flattened during the peak hours in the train. Raiden, Siti and Dorie can officially drive, Shidah's began her practicals and Seri's about to commence her BTT.

Me?

I've only tried accelerating, reversing and parking Siti's car WITHOUT having any official lessons. Hahahaha!!!

Here's a nice clip produced by Siti; my scenes spoil to entire production cos I'm not that great a driver (for now). But enjoy it anyway :)

Now that you're done giggling (bah!), we can move on from here.

Whenever people ask me to sign up for BTT, my standard answer would be: Cannot lah! I saving money for my DIVING lesson.

I'm not kidding hor! I am really saving for my diving lessons/trip to Tioman after my PRCP. And I have also set my sights on wakeboarding and surfing. So if you add it all up, it's quite a huge lum-sum, isn't it? So where to find money to hire driving instructor huh?

So I was grumbling to him that I've a whole in my pocket (actually no more pocket already!) and that I can't drive anytime soon. This was what he told me...

Diego says:
haha..spend on sth u reali wana do..like a once in a lifetime thing...
Diego says:
driving u can do later in life...
Diego says:
but its best to make use of the young body u have now..
Diego says:
and hell...if ur gona spend money on sth..do it on sth u enjoy...
Diego says:
and might as well make it outrageously radical..
Diego says:
life's too short to be wasted

That sorta lifted up my spirits :) And I should've known he'd ask me to do something I would enjoy rather than splurge on driving, because this fellow recently took up MUAY THAI!!!

MUAY THAI, y'all!!!!

Omg, you know how deadly the sport is?! You know how dope Thai-boxing is?!

IT'S MUAY THAI!!!

He called me crazy when I said I'm saving $$$ for my water sports. And here he is taking up one martial art after another... WTFFFFFF!!!!!!! HE's the gila one, NOT me!

Diego says:
haha..never said i wasn't
Diego says:
just said u were
Diego says:
makes us both crazy
Diego says:
:P

You guys gotta read this one part of our conversation regarding this dude's injured knee and his obssession with Nee Soon Camp!!

Diego says:
oh..i haaven't received any appt letter for physio at nee soon..
Diego says:
kinda weird how it sounds
Diego says:
"knee soon"

- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
u're at it again!!!!!
- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
at the rate u're going, the stitch will NEVER leave

Diego says:
haha..
Diego says:
knee soon...
Diego says:
"where are u going to get ur knee fixed?"
"knee-soon camp"

- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
wad da fish... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Diego says:
haha...

- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
if only there was a online booger-flicking program, i'd flick tonnes of it at u

Diego says:
booger?

- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
stuff frm ur nose...????

Diego says:
thought that's snot

- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
snot would be the thick liquid kind... booger's the real solid ones
- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
i've yet to flick it at anyone

Diego says:
i decline the invitation to be ur virgin booger board

- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
eh, wad happened to "best to make use of the young body u have now"?!

Diego says:
only doing wat u enjoy...
Diego says:
and no..being a booger board aint my idea of fun

- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
i didn't ask for u to be my booger board
- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
jus suggesting for u to be my booger PANEL
- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
kwahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
*sticks legs in the sir*

Diego says:
haha..
Diego says:
put those down before i see sth

- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
see wad? i only stick my legs up when i got my surf-shorts on
- kimmiraiden - shadowbodysoul.blogspot.com says:
trusty lil things

Diego says:
i was talkin cellulite
Diego says:
u dirty thing

I am VERY MUCH AWARE that I have excess water in my body, you sadist!!!!! But it's okay, ONE DAY I'll go for the (phoney) cellulite treatment thingy and then stick my lower extremities towards the sky for all to appreciate ah; scar-less, hairless and water-less! Plus super well-toned + tanned.

Take note, I said ONE DAY. Didn't really specify when so....

Lalalalalala!!!!!!!!!

Dorie, CONGRATULATIONS ON PASSING!!! I'll try to draw a nice car for you, coz now really no cash lah!!! :D

Siti, the real saga happens next week when we meet for Seoul Garden! LOL! For now, take it in your stride that you didn't fall for it ;)

Hang in there, everyone!

2008-08-20T23:48:00.001+08:00

TOMORROW!!!

It'll be my official last day in NYP. Hahahaha!! I did not quit school lah, kukus! But for the coming semester, I'll be spending it in either a private or restructured hospital doing FREE LABOUR. Hmm, is it gonna be 3 months of enrichment or torment? I can't wait for it to commence actually; so I can pack up and leave for my virgin diving trip!

I will so miss my sea creatures!!!

Dorie & Duckie, quickly pass your driving test so I can be your passenger, ok? I won't be going for my BTT anytime soon. Wakakakaka!!! Priority goes to diving, wake-boarding and surfing. Aiyah, what you expect? I'm a water-sign mah... Proclaimed by others to be a "beach bum"!

I cannot wait to walk out of the examination hall tomorrow.

CANNOT WAIT!

Gonna head to town with the sea creatures for the "victory feast" we've been longing for and I might get myself a new bag for hitting the beach. The FILA one that mum bought for me has a dysfunctional zip!

Raiden still has a L-O-N-G way to go before the date of his last paper arrives. Faster finish your exams leh... Our post-anniversary celebration is still pending!... Very sucky to have an anniversary date that clashes with the exams.

SUPER SUMO'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!! Hehehehehehe!!! I so know that all those who're attending are gonna have a good time. And woman, you're so gonna love the present we've gotten for you :D Took me a frickin' long time to look for it, ok! You better treasure it with your life or I'll deflate your boobs!

C, prepare to take shots of her while she opens the parcel ok? I'll take the video ;)

GAMBATE! GAMBATE! GAMBATE!

12 hours more! 12 hours more! 12 hours more!

Cali-Fitness :D

2008-08-18T13:40:00.004+08:00

One step closer

Not only do I love their equipments, I love their other facilities (sauna, yo!)! Plus, I love the fact that they acknowledged me by my name instead of the usual Miss Lee Y.J.

I wanna go rafting!!

2008-08-15T11:54:00.001+08:00

The water sign ;)

I have the urge to pack and go rafting right now. I HATE EXAMS!! Yeah, yeah... my last semester in school but fuck it lah! My mind's almost reaching the zone of insanity so I desperately need to go away! Raft my life away... maybe drown in the process :D

Miss these people :(

*groan* those were my over-eating days!!! check out the size of my thighs!!!

Murderer

2008-08-15T01:14:00.001+08:00

One day, I'll do to you what you've done to me.

Just wait.

You lied.

2008-08-14T15:59:00.001+08:00

My venom will sting

You made me think that I was lucky,
Giving me things that could never be bought with money.
But you stumbled out and fell into temptation,
The trust is broken;
it's true, there's no need for correction.

I'll do it for myself right now,
cos I'm no longer your little girl.
I'ma pack my bags and leave you here
while I travel with 'em to see the world.

Man, you'd wish you've never done what you did

I may be young and I may be quiet
But I'm not dumb as quite
I've seen the things that you've done
and the words which you've typed
Insulting but real, I wished I didn't know you

How can you bare to do such a thing;
shameless, ugly and disgusting.
I'd spit at you both and my venom will sting
Oh yes, it will and with pain it'll bring.

Tension runs high in the air now
Cos I have no respect for you now
Get outta my sight and stay away from me
This is the side of me you never wanna see

Man, you'd wish you've never done what you did

Damn, you'd wish you've never done what you did!

-kimmi L.-

1st Anniversary

2008-08-13T22:10:00.001+08:00

To babylove <3

You know you're my everything & everyone.

You're my ANGEL :)

-Happy 365th *muackx*

Sweets & Sours of love

2008-08-10T18:43:00.002+08:00

I miss you,

- can't wait to see you. your scent and tender kiss is what I need right now :(

Tani's last Olympics :)

2008-08-10T09:05:00.001+08:00

Olympics; Day One

Ryoko Tani (Tamura) managed to secure herself a bronze medal this year; widely speculated that this Olympics will be her final one. She fought her way to the semi-finals but lost to some girl from Romania. Omg, that Romanian girl went on to win the gold -_-"

I'm still not used to calling the ex-champion "Tani" lah! Have been referring to her as Tamura since the start until the 2004 Games in Athens when she changed her name to her husband's. Rah!! "Tani" just reminds me of the RGS coach. LOL! Sounds abit like his name :P

OH! OH! OH!

Kim Willoughby is now playing for the US Olympic Volleyball team!!! WTH!!!

The last time I saw her on TV (back in 2002), she was only the captain of her High School team and she won the Championship for them. NOW SHE'S PLAYING FOR THE OLYMPICS!!! Yeaps, team USA won Japan 3-1 last night.

Can't wait to watch the Brazilian team play. I wanna see if Erika Coimbra is still on the team! She's the most gorgeous brazilian woman ever! Go google her name and view her pictures if you don't believe me!

p/s: I still don't think LJW should be our flag-carrier lor... No offence but SHE'S NOT SINGAPOREAN!! She has citizenship but still, SHE'S NOT BORN HERE!!! I'd rather Lee Wung Yew hold our flag. Ok, fine, I'm being biased here. Bo bian, he was my PE teacher for 2001 & 2002 and he's damn good to us (unless you fail 2.4km). Go, egg monster, GO!!

Bra-la-la!!!

2008-08-09T11:01:00.002+08:00

Bras; a female adolescent's best friend!

I forgot to say that I bought two new bra-sets with Duckie and Dorie yesterday afternoon!! There was some sorta National Day cum Olympics promotion going on, so two sets cost only $43. Yeah, yeah, not dirt cheap but pretty affordable as compared to what it'll usually cost.

Those two girls are pretty happy with their latest purchases as well :) One of Duckie's bras looks like a bikini :P Damn cute lah! Now I have a potential sun-bathing kaki... Kekekekeke!! And without having to speculate much, Dorie was the last one to finalise which bra to get. Duh!!! She's last in almost everything! :P Well, except for academic matters. She's really good when it comes to those. :D

See the green one? Hahahaha! That's actually a specially designed one to celebrate this year's Beijing Olympics! It comes in quite an array of colours and designs, but I settled for this particular one because it's the SOCCER BRA. Can see the golden soccer ball and trophy at the side? Other sports include swimming, volleyball, table-tennis and one more which I can't remember.

And it's official; my boobs have shrunk!

Still a C-cup, but I can no longer wear my previous lingerie. Sob sob! My precious Pierre Cardin undergarments... all gone to waste!! Who can sponsor me to buy new undies?! Losing weight really does come at a hefty price man, wah lao! Okok, from now on, no more losing of weight! Just focus on shaping up, losing excess water and attaining those long-awaited abs!!!

RAIDEN!!!!

You've been assigned my personal trainer! Don't you dare go AWOL anytime soon!

Money no more!

2008-08-08T17:56:00.001+08:00

I burnt my pocket. Totally!

I attended a briefing for my OT posting this morning and THE HORRORS!! Norain said that we had to buy "a pair of non-slip slippers" to along along with our OT attire and she placed a picture of the recommended "slipper" at the bottom of her power-point slide.

This was her "recommendation":

Yes! Sick-looking, clown-wearing, Ronald McDonalds impersonating CROCS FOOTWEAR!

Now I understand why alot of people have been telling me not to "be too sure" about the future. Bah! I blatantly sweared that I will never in my life wear something so ARH-GLAY and waddaya know, I am sorta being forced to, not only wear it, but to PURCHASE it just so I can survive for 5 bloody days in the Operating Theatre.

DOUBLE U-TEE-EFF!

Shidah, Nad & I went to AMK Central after having our consolidation lecture to get those fugly shoes. Of course Duckie and I chose to invest in those cheap, imitation pairs and not spend 50-over-dollars on something we so hate and will be wearing for less than a week!

I tried googling for the colour that I bought but I can't even find it! That's how imitated this imitation version is; can't even locate it on the www. And it's logo is not even the drawing of a crocodile, but that of a SEAHORSE! How cute... not.

Shidah bought a navy blue pair. Mine's sky-blue. IT'S NOT BY CHOICE THAT WE PAID FOR IT IN BLUE!!! Protocol only allows either black, blue or purple. We did consider getting a purple pair, but figured we'd end up looking like bloody brinjals because our attire's gonna be green (SGH & TTSH). Considerably better looking than AH, NUH and definately CGH. Omg, CGH attire is a disgusting shade of brown!!!

I am still fuming mad that I had to splurge the money I was saving for my diving (not driving) lessons on some hideous, rubbery, sky-blue jester shoes!!!

In fact, I am so pissed, I am gonna nauseate ALL OF YOU with photos of CROCS!

SHIDAH'S

MINE!

Mine's not exactly that shade... much ligter. Try adding two tones of white to it and you'd achieve the exact colour of what I have. Oh, and then tell me that you agree it's super U-G-L-Y!

I've got the urge to order this shirt online:

Ice Cream horror

2008-08-06T18:58:00.002+08:00

I love yoghurt ice-cream but...

There are just too many strawberry-lovers in NYP :(

SINGfest was a blast!

2008-08-05T18:35:00.003+08:00

Blog post and pictures will be up soon!

once i'm done studying for my Psychology paper :)

Hehehe!

2008-08-01T23:15:00.005+08:00

Thought I'd share some photos :)

Studying for our very last Clinical Theory test

Aye, I've changed my hairstyle yet again in case you haven't noticed ;)

We dread most Thursdays because we'd usually have a 5-hour break. Erk!!! And what else can we do other than sitting outside the Clubrooms with our favourite Tom Yum noodles and drinks?

And play Uno when Dorie remembers to bring her cards. Hehehe!!

Though we've sat for our theory paper, we still had to attend practice sessions for our Clinical Practicals!!! So you think it's easy being a student nurse? *smirks*

Self-ventilation (due to "stress-overload")

OMG!! Dorie is too generous when it comes to inflating ETTs

*sigh* When will the little fish get things right?!

Attachments are roughly a month away and I've yet to haolian my latest name-tag!!!

This was the Year 1 name-tag:

Those were the GREEN-HORN days; only taking parameters and charting I/Os.

Year 2 name-tag:

Year 2 postings were definately more COOL & relaxed (in a way).

And now, it all comes down to the Senior name-tag:

CHILLI PADI senior student nurses; more gungho than ever!

Btw, the linking of terms to our coloured tapes are not by me. It's by a patient from my cubicle during my Gynae posting. Hahaha!!

Raiden & I dined with some coolies!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

recognise this place or not? if you don't, you're a dumb dumb! :P

RANDOM PICTURE OF THE DAY....

Jellybeans from Suntec City!! They come in flavours like green apple, peach, bubblegum, buttered popcorn, cream soda, mango, kiwi, fruity tutti, pomegranate, cherry, vanilla, blueberry, lemon-lime and tonnes more!! But here's the set-back: it's DAMN expensive. Costs almosy 4 bucks for just 100g.

Here's something for you to shriek about;

I BLOODY DROVE A CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME!

So sad, I only have two pictures with Siti's car. The rest are either in Siti's, Nad's or Shidah's phone. But I do have videos of me trying to park the car! Hahaha! Shidah recorded it and it's 17 MINUTES long!!! Kekekeke!!

At least I managed a perfect parking on my first attempt lor... plus, I DIDN'T BANG THE CAR!

Lastly, Siti and I decided to print taglines on our shirts to wear to SINGfest this Sunday... Check out my beautiful creation!!

Damn nice rite?!

BUT IT'S BEEN RUINED AND I CAN NO LONGER WEAR IT!!!

Will type about my heartbreaking ordeal another time... I shall excuse myself to emo abit now :(

End of Chapter 5

2008-07-28T17:24:00.004+08:00

Chapter 5 - Closure

I cried myself to sleep last night. The tears flowed on continuously and effortlessly despite me trying my best to curb the constant sobs and occasional chokes. That alone cannot sum up the tremendous amount of pain you implanted within me.

Why?

Why am I here?

A new door has opened up for me, but I'm still clinging onto the knob of the one that's closing; shutting me out from everything else. The multiple cracks on this wooden door... image-wise, it can't be compared to the new white-washed Victorian-style one, but it's the one I love. Yet however hard I try to hold onto it, it's just bent on shutting itself and leaving me alone in this awful place I've long accepted as my "Home".

Can you feel the hurt inside of me? Can you look pass my exterior and understand how much your touch means to me? Will this punishment never end? I'm beginning to feel so weak... so alone... Where are you?? Where are you when I need you by my side? You said that you'll always be there for me... So where are you?!

But even if you do appear before my eyes, it's just your body and your shadow. What I need is your heart and your soul... They've drifted away. Too far away to even retrieve a fraction of it back.

As Britney sang, "Your body's here but you are not..."

Goodbye :'(

I need water!

2008-07-27T10:18:00.002+08:00

Why water has no taste?!

I've had a couple of appointments with Herbalife now... and the final conclusion of why my tummy's still flabby (despite it being flat) is because I've got bloody WATER RETENTION!

So my consultant has advised me to drink at least 8 glasses a day but it seems pretty difficult for me lah!! I think on average, I'd gulp down only 4 cups daily? Not quite sure about that, cos sometimes I can even FORGET TO DRINK!

Yes, I'm the sort of person who can go without food or water for the day, but can't survive without at least 9 hours of shut-eye. Weird? =P

While studying my eyes out last night, I decided to run my usual track at midnight. Firstly, it'll keep me awake, and secondly, it'll help in increasing my intake of H2O.

Guess what?

It didn't help. WAHAHAHAHA!!! I only swallowed my third mouthful of water and I felt as though I was gonna throw up any moment! OMG, apparently, I've morphed from a piglet (cos I'm always sleeping) to a CAMEL! I don't believe it, myself... but, probably my body's adapted to functioning without adequate water. LOL! Therefore, it's storing tonnes of water at my abdomen region to prevent me from getting dehydrated.

The wonders of the human body...

But I ain't giving up that early!! I'm giving myself two months to frickin' lose the flab and another six months to finally attain those abs! Raiden, you're gonna be a busy boy from now on, GEDDIT?! If I don't see at least a four-pec, IMMA SHAVE YOU BALD!!!

Under exercised

2008-07-26T23:29:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna run again :)

Tabloid believers

2008-07-25T23:54:00.001+08:00

You don't have to know! So KPO!

Can you guys just BACK OFF?!

STOP PROBING INTO MY PRIVATE LIFE! Whatever happens between Raiden and I is solely OUR problem. We don't need anyone's help in regards to relationship issues.

I decided to change my status to "single" on Facebook because

a) NOBODY needs to know who I'm in a relationship with and

b) I am definately not gonna let the whole of the Facebook committee know that we broke up (if we ever do)

Thanks for the many "concerned messages" from people, but you guys are DORKS. You're the sort of beings that believe EVERYTHING you read in tabloids. L-A-M-E! So just because your life sucks, GET OFF MINE!

Desperate Damsel

2008-07-24T16:45:00.004+08:00

I'M DESPERATE!!!!

At this point of time, I don't really need much; just a nice tanning-session and brazilian waxing!

Three.

2008-07-23T10:27:00.001+08:00

No time to blog, so post pics lor

Acrobats' Night at Marina Bay

Siti's Birthday, August 2007

C's project day, Febuary 2007

Ben & Jerry's Session, March 2008

My birthday, June 2008

(supposedly) Arts' Night Festival, July 2008

The next few shots of us will be from SingFest 2008, Siti's birthday and C's birthday. Hopefully. I am still feeling sore that I lost all the photos from my 18th birthday!! CELEBRATED AT SENTOSA LEH!! With one Brazilian and Italian dude joining in as well. ROARRR!!! I don't have Michel and Alan's hawt pictures!!!

Biggest Event of the year!

2008-07-22T10:47:00.001+08:00

I'VE GOT TICKETS TO SINGFEST '08!!!

I LOVE PANIC AT THE DISCO!!!!!!!

Yellow Mangoes are Loved

New blog on the block!

I am Glamour Queen!

3 little girls

i'm gonna have a good day!

West Island Hike (Announcement)

*middle finger*

The big "V"

Dig this, suckers!

Ew!

We hearts Pulau Ubin!

Belated CNY post

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

How my cam died on me

A cry for help

A piece of string

Let's not spoil it all

Nearing the end

my current self

Wedding/Reunion!

I give them credit

Rain on me

Note to myself

Mahathir SUCKS!

My black&white baby

We like big butts!

Twenty-Oh-Nine

Separated at birth?

Late late x'mas!

We rock!

When the night falls

you

New love :))

Listen up, Elisians!!

Crapside

Burning up

Heartbroken

Idiot.

Just you

I got a what-face??

Bad streak!

Oh, help me, Lord

The big F

Couple more hours

Sucks to be sick

Can this get any lower?!

Little list

If it makes u Happy..

Gladiators, ready?

Mini Mahjong! :D

How to hold your tongue

I wanna go NZ

A random collage

Facebook back on!

Could you be happier?

Jalan Raye '08!

My mood ring

I got in

Black & White affair

3 weeks of Holidaysssss!!!

Pre-OT posting

Sian ji pua!!

Tattoo; not mine!

BabyLove's 20!

I love 'The Nanny'!

Premier: Survivor Gabon!

Just a little prayer

Beach-themed banner!

THE Canon Camera!

In a comic strip

48 hours

Say bye to studying (for now)

That's not my name!

Britney does it!

This one dream

Attachments, that's why!

The week's over?!

SINGfest 2008!

WANTED!

I miss ALL of them!

middle finger