Sunday, December 07, 2008

BAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

Mum and sis left for China on Saturday morning while I was still fast asleep. They're probably on the tour coach right now heading for some shopping paradise amidst the snowy grounds, trying out local delights, feeling all bundled up in their brand new winter wear and splurging like it didn't matter. Not to mention, the jacuzzi and spa that the hotel offers...

And then we have ME; stuck in burning, boring and disgustingly competitive $ingapore. For a whole week, I gotta get my own meals, wash my own dishes, do my own laundry and watch tv ALONE! Fuck it. Ok, I love my time in Raffles Hospital and what I'm about to say DOES NOT apply to them but I gotta let out that PRCP SUCKS BIG TIME AND IT'S SCREWING MY LIFE! I can't take the week off to fly away with them cos I'd fail this posting and NOOOO, I do not intend to retain after all that I've been through.

But it still sucks, you know? To have your family overseas having fun while you're stuck here because of commitment to something. This has got to be THE BIGGEST EVER SACRIFICE I've made since the surgeon pulled me out from Mummy's uterus.

I wanna go on holiday!!

I was at Ben&jerry's Chunkfest yesterday with Nura (Haslinda cannot come!!!!) and I met Raiden after that. We went to Vivo City and I saw hundreds of people boarding ferries and cruises and I couldn't help but feel so envious. Like, why does my timetable have to clash with theirs? Why don't Polytechnics have the same school schedules as other institutions? Then maybe I could join them overseas.

Right now, I just can't wait for the remaining 8 weeks to breeze past. I need a beach vacation so bad right now. TIOMAN!! WAIT FOR ME!! And if time permits, I'd prolly pack off to Koh Samui as well.

Underwater diving seems to be the perfect escape for me at this point of time. Let the currents take you to where you can go. Under the waters, NO ONE dictates what you should do. Let it come and let it be.

I'll get there soon, in Febuary.

Pictures to Chunkfest will be up soon :))