Thursday, December 28, 2006
Time for a smile and less of a sob!The past few days have been really hectic. It's the worst emotional roller-coaster I've been through so far and I don't intend to ever ride it again. I've lost alot of things in the process of getting back on track. I'm thoroughly aware, to my dismay, that things may not go back to normal or be the same with certain people. But still, I guess it's just up to me to make the best out of it.
Moving on, I shall blog about the gift exchange my class had on the 2nd last day of school (we got into the festive mood real early this year, so deal with us!).
Here's the first shot of the day: Me, Shidah, Jue & Nad!
I'm telling you, sitting with the three of them during a 2 hour biological science lecture is so NOT a chore. In fact, I look forward to it most of the time. Know why? Cos they ROCK!!
This is my first ever snapshot with Pras & Moonie; my facial khakis. <3<3<3
So after our really heavy lunch, Sangeeta wanted to go check out some handphones for her boyfriend. Lil' Jue was sitting outside the shop, minding her own business when a little girl walked up and sat right next to her.
Naturally, Jue didn't think much of it since it was just a little girl.
So she moved to the other corner of where she was sitting and guess what? The girl followed suit and again chose to sit next to her! Hahaha! Shidah, Nad and I were laughing and making comments about the girl having some sorta crush on Jue... or maybe, she could be Jue's long-lost daughter!!!
We ended up talking to her, asking her who she was waiting with and voila, a picture was being taken!
The lil pixie's cute, ain't she?I had to leave early because I was celebrating my parents' birthday that night (yes, yes, yes, my parents are boen on the same day, in the same year).
Of course, all the birthday treats and surprises wouldn't be possible without the help of my dearest Denise and Louis! Love ya'll!!
Yeah, we hung out for a lil bit after my parents and Jade left the restaurant. We just sat outside Dhoby Ghaut MRT station and talked the night through! Chat, chat, chat!
CHRISTMAS PARTY 2006
This is exactly why I absolutely detest alcohol! Pris and Lou-lou drank one too many glasses of champagne that night and the result? Tonnes of break-outs! Hence, their constipated look in the second picture!
Love ya, Nicky!!
Hey, they all say there's a woman behind every successful man right? Well, if I were a man, I'd be the envy of all male species. Wanna know why? Cos I don't have 1 woman behind me. I've got 2! SUCK MY TOES, LOSERS!!!!!!!!
With Wei Sheng and Kang Yan. I gave them English names; Wilson and Keith. Buahahaha! I really gotta thank these two boys (and Marvin & Pete) for putting up with all my rushing and demands when customers start flowing in. Oh yeah, the restaurant needs hard-core guys LIKE THESE!
FINALLY!!!!! A (nice) picture with Mag!!! After one year of getting to know her, I finally got ONE picture with her. Not bad, not bad at all.
You wanna know the difference between those people and I?
Ans: They wear ties during operation hours and I don't! Omg, I am so gonna treasure this photograph!
We wish you a merry Christmas and a happy new year! 2007, I truly anticipate your arrival! Louis looks real stoned in this picture. I think it's because I've been telling him time and time again while we're working that my wish this Christmas is to have a new year.
WISH GRANTED!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
I HATE LIFE MORE THAN EVER NOW!Hell yes, it's more than a bitch at this point of time. It's more than a malicious, back-stabbing, cat-eyed, sexually deprived, promiscuous and obnoxious brat! I hate it so much, I so wanna end it right here, right now. But I'm still holding on because I'm not willing to let go of a few things just yet. Until the day I'm able to prove myself that I'm not what they think I am, I won't quit trying to prove myself.
So yeah, I'm not jumping off a building anytime soon. (And so what if I do? I'll be doing you guys a favour! One less person to backstab! One less person to be hypocritical with! One less person to waste your time and money on!)
If I ever die before my 21st birthday, I would like to be laid to rest in a white victorian coffin with sky-blue silk cushions. Dressed in my trade-mark look; lycra top and skinny jeans. Not forgetting, a spritz of Britney's new creation; Midnight Fantasy. Yes, if I can't meet Britney in person in this life-time, having her perfume on me is good enough.
I guess it's no use typing everything out here and trying to gain the sympathy of others. I don't want anybody's sympathy. I don't need it! Neither do I need people to teach me how to be a better person when they, themselves, are struggling to come to terms with the fact that they are not as well received as they think they are.
Hmm...
I'm not out to spike anyone in particular but what I heard recently really shocked the existing devil out of me. Of all people, HER! The person who took me under her wing and guided me through the past year or so.
I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling right now because saying that I'm depressed or down or emotionally unstable would all be understatements. I looked up to her with a great due of respect, considering how many times she's helped me and cared for me. And then now, I find out from a very reliable source that she's been talking about me behind my back!
True, no one is free from hypocracy. But THIS is too much.
Well, don't worry, my dearest friend. I do not have plans to run away or to migrate just yet so you can rest assured that I'll give it all back to you. I don't want any of it! After that, we're quits. I don't wanna have anything to do with you anymore -_^
When fifty-second street sang "Superman" on-stage on the 15th of December, I had some sort of strange, queer feeling when I heard them sing. NOW I KNOW WHY!
It's a dog-eat-dog world. I don't trust anyone; at least not as many as before.
I can bid farewell to those good ol' days. They're now acquaintences, not friends.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
My wish for this very rainy Christmas is to die. Painlessly and peacefully. That's all I'm asking for. It beats shedding tears, facing people whom you trust and they turn out to be someone you truly don't recognise, and standing at the corner of a restaurant (working) and witnessing other families and cliques celebrate the birth of Christ.Nuh-ah.
It ain't fun.
Thanks for the gifts, cards, well-wishes and sms-es.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Pictures will be up SOON!To my dearest classmates, pictures of our gift exchange event outside the lecture theatres will be sent to you all really soon! Sorry for the delay! It's a promise that you will all receive it latest by boxing day! (ps: Pizza hut pictures also included)
Ok, last week past by real quick and I was pretty down during the weekend due to some circumstances.
Anyway, moving on, I wanna thank Denise and Nicky for hearing me out on Sunday and Monday night respectively. I was a complete mess then and it's thanks to the both of you that I was able to bounce back and face the truth. Denise, thank you for being able to put up with my unstable emotions and hanging on the line while I drew lots. Nicky, thanks for helping me calm down and dealing with whatever nonsense I spouted (eg. I wanna take up castrating lessons).
To little miss Adorable *winks*, thank you for not blowing up even though you had every right to be angry. I just wanna say that I had no ill-intentions when I did what I did on the 15th. As I told Nicky that night, if push comes to shove and I had to make a decision of who to keep and who to lose, you'd be the one I keep and *choke* becomes non-existant. I hope our friendship remains like before. The fun times we had back in my BJ days, the bitching sessions with you, Nicky and Da Jie etc. It's all irreplaceable!! Let me know if there's anything I can do to make you feel better (whether you're angry or not) ok? Me loves you many many!!
OK!
Louis, thanks for supper at Hong Kong restaurant. Den and I will slowly slowly return you the cash one lah! Yummy yummy! Mee sua never tasted so good with iced peach tea. Yeah! Quit ordering the same pasta over and over again can? Choose something new lah!
Group meeting started at 11am and ended around 3pm. My goodness. Got tonnes of cutting and pasting to do sia. Gtg now... byeeee!
Saturday, December 16, 2006
To me, roses are nothing without thorns. Just like "yang" wouldn't be useful without "yin" in the yin-yang balance.
I shan't tell her about it. I'd prefer to suffer alone than to see her cry along with me.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
When one piece of Jade sees another 
Yeah baby. That's ANTM; America's Next Top Model!
But hey! My new work place isn't all that bad either what! Just yesterday afternoon, I saw SHAN WEE! But you don't expect me to run out of the restaurant in an apron just to get him to sign one of my dockets, do you? Plus, Mr Joe was around so....
Aaaaahhhhh... Shan was HAWT! He's tall! I can wear 8-inch heels and stand beside him without needing to worry about him being shorter than me. Katie Holmes, you need a guy with this sorta height. I think Shan's available =)
(on second thoughts, maybe not! he was with this blonde-haired lady when I saw him)
Oh yah! Oh yah! Last Saturday, Noel and I had a very quick glimpse of the now very shapely Olinda Cho. Got nice body lah, but her face tak pass. Oops... sorry!
And who can forget the occasion whereby Terrence Cao and Vivian Lai came to the Marina Square outlet to film some Channel 8 drama?! Terrence has really adorable dimples! But he looked so gay with that outfit and shoes. Ew! And he was supposed to be the father of an 8 year old boy in that show! I seriously can't imagine my dad dressing that way.
I was working from 3pm all the way till 12midnight yesterday and I realised that Joe has hired alot of young little boys. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I get to bully them =P
Oh, I forgot to mention that on Thursday, Rashmi and I went for some blood donation thingy at the Theatre of the Arts. Whoo! MY FIRST TIME DONATING BLOOD LEH! And another thing for me to gloat about, I was able to contribute the liquid of life; unlike some who didn't have enough iron. Hehehe!
PICTURES!
The nurse issued me a purple bandage a first. But I requested for the blue one. Haha! I still don't understand why they had yellow and orange bandages last semester but none this time round!
If you can't read what the bandage says, go kiss a slug. If you're able to, when will you do it?
It benefits to have Rashmi as a friend. That angel can psycho anyone to do anything anytime. Ok, fine! I didn't want to go for it initially. BUT I EVENTUALLY DID! So it's your turn!
Ouch!
And for the record, it didn't hurt one bit lah! Piercing my ears stung for around 30 seconds, piercing my navel had the pain lasted for approximately one whole minute, but donating blood did not hurt AT ALL! Plus it's free. So those who enjoy piercing here, piercing there, here's a really cool piercing to have!
Bo liao me went to get a tattoo (my arms are NOT fat!). Muahahahaha! Dad paid for it.
Gotta ciao now! Work starts at 3!