Saturday, October 08, 2005

It pains me!

After school today, I met Miss Bitch Clara and both of us had lunch with Nicholas at White Sands. Had a great time with the both of them! Talked about lotsa stuff, laughed at the most minute things and poor Nick was being made scapegoat of the day.

OH YAH!!! I finally met Ruyun today (although I was kinda relunctant to face her at first due to my messy hair). She's a nice girl... really cool as well. Believe me, she will grow up to be a top-notch director. As for me, I'll be her camera (wo)man. Clara and Nick will be the actors who hold the world record for having the most NGs.

While playing around with Nick's handphone, guess who I saw coming out from Macs?


RYOMA!!!!!!!!!


He's grown up! No longer the childish boy he used to be. Chatted with the Japanese lad for a while and came to realise that he can be such a good chat-bud. We talked about school and Mr Otsuka told me that he once enjoyed looking at a very pretty teacher because she had big boobs... but after awhile, he dismissed her as his eye-candy because, according to him, she had "alot of flab at her armpits... eeeeewwww".

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

I find it a total waste that he left school. If I could have half his brain power, I would've passed my 'O's on my first attempt and need not come back to deal with all the crap that's going on in school right now. Nevertheless, I'm glad I have a friend like Ryoma. Hopefully he'll excel in whatever he's doing now.

Friends! They come, they go. I respect and treasure them but then again, there will be some nitwits who don't appreciate what I've done for them. Worse still, they CLAIM that I'm arrogant and ACCUSE me of not wanting to socialise with them because they are from the NA stream.

WAKE UP, will ya?! I'm in the Normal Academic Stream too, in case you haven't noticed! What have I said/done that made you ASSume that I despise Sec5 students? I have friends in the 5 year Secondary School course... have I looked down on them? Have I walked up to any of them, saying that I'm superior because I did well enough in P6 to get into the Express stream? HAVE I DONE ANY OF THAT??????????

Oh forget it. It's not like my statement will make any sense to those people. I say one thing, they misunderstand what I said and BOOM! I become public enemy #1. Yes, I had a quarrel with someone 2 months back. God knows what she told her friends and now, I get stared at whenever I walk pass them. WHAT THE FUCK?! What did I do to deserve such treatment huh? I wasn't 100% in the wrong... and just because I was the ONLY one in the ENTIRE school who dared to oppose her, I am now lower than dirt.

Thank alot, pal! I knew you since the beginning of time and ONE disagreement (in 5 years) between us stirred so much hatred within you that you wouldn't even glance my way when we cross lanes?! Even your classmates are ignoring and avoiding eye-contact with me. Oh heck! Continue being stubborn and say whatever you want to those narrow-minded buddies of yours. With God as our witness, we'll see who's at the losing end when the truth finally comes to light.

Look, I can't help it if I look "arrogant" to any of you. I came into this world with little choice. If I were as obnoxious as you all claim I am, would I approach Ryoma today when I saw him at Pasir Ris? Would I start a conversation with him and join him for a puff? HUH?!?! TELL ME! SINCE I ONLY HANG OUT WITH EXPRESS STUDENTS, WHY WAS I SEEN IN PUBLIC WITH RYOMA, NICK, CLARA AND RUYUN?!

Bloody hell. Everything I do is offensive to so many people. This cannot, that cannot. I blog out my thoughts and my tagboard gets spammed. I make new friends and others see me as a "betrayer". FINE FINE FINE! I betrayed the club ok? Wo wang en fu yi ok? I'm an ingrate ok? Assume all you want. I'm tired and I'm pissed to the max.

Hey, do me a favour and tell the Prime Minister that I plan to bomb the Esplanade ok? I'm also an undercover spy for the terrorists. When the time is right, I'll send them a signal to hijack a plane and crash those buildings at the CBD. Hurry up, go and tell Lee Hsien Loong! What are you waiting for? Suckers.