Thursday, May 18, 2006
IamverytiredandIfeellikegivinguphalfthetime.Whydoesithavetobethisway?
JustwhenIthoughtthingsweregoingokthebiggestbomblandedonmeandIamdyingslowly.
Sothisisit?
Ihavetothrowitallawayandforgetthatiteverhappened?
IguessIamdestiniedtobethiswaymywholelifewhereasothersareenjoyingwhatIlack.
Socloseyetsofar.
ThenwhenItrytoreachoutyouboardaplaneandflyofftoGodknowswhere.