Thursday, May 18, 2006

IamverytiredandIfeellikegivinguphalfthetime.
Whydoesithavetobethisway?
JustwhenIthoughtthingsweregoingokthebiggestbomblandedonmeandIamdyingslowly.
Sothisisit?
Ihavetothrowitallawayandforgetthatiteverhappened?
IguessIamdestiniedtobethiswaymywholelifewhereasothersareenjoyingwhatIlack.
Socloseyetsofar.
ThenwhenItrytoreachoutyouboardaplaneandflyofftoGodknowswhere.


Shadow stepped, body touched, soul crashed at 4:56 am.