Friday, June 16, 2006

The ugly side of things

I absolutely dislike people who pretend to be something they're not. I'm the REAL FAN!

Anyway, I had a fantabulous time yesterday with Claudia (in the afternoon), Nicky and Kelly (at night).

The day started off with Cloudy and I meeting at Lido for a movie; Amanda Bynes' "She's the man". GREAT movie, if you ask me. I love the scene whereby Duke and Viola where training on the pitch together as a couple. SO SWEET!! (if only I were that lucky when it comes to matters of the heart..)

After salivating over Duke's sexy footballer legs and well-chiselled face, we headed off for Billy Bombers Bugis Junction cause Cloudy was yearning for a banana milkshake. And I, an american brownie.

Both of us ended up having a Club Sandwich as well! Omg, my tummy has never been that huge and I never found it so hard to walk from Table 8 to the restroom before!! Oh yah, remember back when I was still working in BJ, I sorta "invented" a coconut coke?? MAG ACTUALLY BOUGHT THE COCONUT ESSENCE!!! While I was half-way through my sandwich, Gen, Nicky and Kris gave me and glass of coke and asked me to taste it.

Coke only mah.. so drink lor.

OH-MY-FUCKING-SWEET-COCONUT-GOODNESS! That coconut coke tasted like some liquified version of Nasi Lemak! So horrible, terrigible and vegetable! Ugh~!

Then Nicky told me that she would be meeting Kelly later on at about 5pm for a movie; ask if I wanted to join them. Huh... two movies in one day??? Aiyah, my love for those two girls would flood the atlantic ocean... joining them doesn't need second thoughts.

So when Nicky was changing; ready to punch out, I went to the toilet and then had a short chat with Ziqi. Nicky stood at the cashier, looked over at my table, saw it empty AND PRESUMED THAT I LEFT!!! She and Kelly then went to buy movie tickets WITHOUT ME!!

So no choice, I had to go back to BB and when Joe saw me, he went, "What are you doing back here? Still hungry ah?"

"No lah... Nicky went for a movie. Now I waiting for her to finish her show"

"I thought you just had a movie before you came?"

"Yah. Now is Nicky's turn."

"Wah... excuse me for saying this ah, but you guys are weird man! What sort of planning is this?"

Cloudy and I just laughed it off and I spent the next two hours sitting at the bar-top, chatting with Mag, Carol and Bel.

After what seemed like FOREVER, that two girls finally called me and asked me to meet them at Watson's. We then roamed the streets of Bugis, walking from Seiyu to Bugis Village then to OG and from there, we walked back to Seiyu where I bought a white top from Topshop. BERRY BERRY CHEAP LEH!!! $19 only!!!

Then we went for a drink at Burger King and I SAW LEANDRA! Fucking ugly slut! Walking around in a white tube top, talking on her handphone like as though she's somekinda big shot. Hello, it's ONLY Singapore Idol. You wanna know what's big shot? Read this: American Idol, World Idol, America's Next top model, Supermodel of the world, Miss World, Miss Universe etc.

Singapore Idol? HAHAHAHA! Sorry for not being loyal to the locals but, I have serious doubts over whether our "idols" are even vocally talented in the first place.

So anyway, the three of us started talking about some people. Three guys to be specific. I don't think it's convenient for me to type it all out here so I think it's better that I don't elaborate on the topics any further and as always, NO NAMES AVAILABLE.

Last night, or was it early this morning (at 12 am), Kelly told me one of the most shocking incidents ever. It was all about Salmon and him being very unpopular among the crew.

Sal, WHAT HAVE YOU GOTTEN YOURSELF INTO?!! Why did you have to go to such an extent and damage your reputation?! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BACKSTAB MY EX-COLLEAUE?! What have you become... Who are you now...

I spilled it all to my bitches later on; telling them about what he did and how much people hated him now. Siti's first words were, "Err... ok, that doesn't sound like the Salmon we talked about."

True... it doesn't sound like the Salmon I know. It doesn't sound like the Salmon whom I allowed myself to fall for. I fell for the Salmon who cared for his colleagues, gave me a sense of security and made me feel important. Who's this stranger Kelly and Nicky told me about last night?

Sal, I know this will never happen... but if you could only look me in the eye and tell me that it wasn't you who did all those stuff, I would definately believe you. I can't bring myself to portray you in such negative light... I just can't! Not after all that we've been through and all that you've done for me. Just tell me it wasn't you who backstabbed my ex-colleague and I will believe you instantly.

I am living in an empty world right now. Firstly, you're leaving me and then you become this horrible person whom I never knew existed within you! Are you aware of all the things I've done to console myself in your absence? Do you know how much I treasure our pictures at Sentosa? Do you even know that I saved all your messages because those precious words are specially written from you to me?! I read them to remind myself of the times we've gone out together, the conversations we've had and the special moments shared.

Why did you have to ruin your image this way? Tell me, Salmon... WHY?!