Saturday, July 02, 2005

Unfair world

It is such a pity that the world is being labelled at unfair. In actual fact, Earth is fair. It's the doings of humans that downgrade the 3rd rock from the sun.

I came across someone's blog (nothing escapes from me in blogosphere). It seems like he is really caught up in dissing his classmate, labelling him as "irritating" more than once. Let's just get things clear here. I'm not dissing this particular blogger, nor am I trying to bitch about him and the way he blogs.

What amazes me is, why doesn't he get confronted and maligned by the class heroine? I guess it's just pure biaseness. I joined the class only in mid-march whereas he's been with them since the beginning of time.

Still, I thoroughly deserve an apology from those who yelled at me, hurled vulgarities at me, pushed me against the wall, shoved me away and called me names.

"Why?", you ask, "Afterall you ought to get punished for blogging negative stuff about them."

KISS MY BIG, FAT, HAIRY ARSE! Firstly, everyone is entitled to his or her own opinion. So if I feel a certain way about someone, I have every right to blog about it. Moreover, I did not try to humiliate the people whom I blogged about by including their names. So what's there to confront me about? The entry could have been about any Tom, Dick or Harry.

Let me guess, they wanted to settle things with me because they KNOW what I revealed to blogosphere was 100% true and were feeling guilty, ashamed and had nowhere to hide their faces.

Everyone, follow me and say, "Aaaaawwwww......"

Back to the dude's blog which I just read. He not only bad-mouthed his friend, he even included the fellow's initials. Isn't that a more serious version of my "crime"? I had the decency to let them remain anonymous. What about him?

Why am I even bothering about such stuffs? The people here are just plain unfair. I'm an outsider, an outcast, an intruder who came into the class with no warning whatsoever. Who am I to claim that they are unfair? I guess, for once, I forgot that I'm inferior to these people. May they reach higher levels of success than me in the future. *erk!*

Miss Kurap did some butt scratching in class today. I'M ABSOLUTELY, 100% GROSSED OUT! Damn those sickly habits of hers. It just turns me off, way off!

L (look! no name!) asked me a very interesting question today that is really worth thinking. "Why would anyone wanna be with her?"

BUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Indeed! He has once again hit a nail into my head and I can't remove it. How the bloody hell would I know what that guy sees in her?! Thank God I ain't having the same vision as him. I would swallow the broom and dust-pan in my class, followed by dessert consisting of mashed up rotten worksheets.

PUI! But that will NEVER happen, you know why? Cause it is a fact that I DO NOT have the same taste as him. Eeeeewwwww.....





..... DOUBLE Eeeeewwwww.....

Stupid Leon! I will never forgive her for what she has done today!

On Monday, she told the class that there would be a TEST on Probability. I took the initiative to ask her if the marks being obtained for that "test" would be counted in any of the upcoming major exams.

Guess what? She wouldn't give me a definate answer. Thus, I assumed that it was a "test" worth mugging for. I STUDIED OK! I did all the questions on that fucking subject that I could feast my eyes on. I even spent 2 lessons with Mrs Lin going through Probability.

Alas, Leon lied. We were gonna have a "test"?! Holy-moo-moo-cow! IT WAS NOTHING MORE THAN A WORKSHEET IN WHICH WE WERE EVEN ALLOWED TO BRING HOME AND COMPLETE!

If today was any ordinary day that she chose to lie, I would gladly keep my well-trained gap shut. And locked up. But no! Today is NOT like any other day when I could sit on my chair and feel my heart pump at a normal rate.

TODAY WAS THE SECOND DAY OF THE JUDO NATIONALS! My girls were playing! I chose to stay in school and bare the torment of heart-racing moments. How can a teacher do this?! I missed the chance of watching Lois defeat her opponent! I wasn't around to cheer Steph on! I couldn't add myself to the atmosphere of cheers and applause! All because of some fucking lie that a fucker told.

Even during the so-called "test" Miss Fucker was yakking and yakking about when to use multiplication and addition. Her voice is fricking irritating! This is a "test", is it not? Why are you telling us what to do and what not to do? Just keep quiet can?!!

Put yourselves in my shoes, alright? If you were trying to draw a smooth curve to complete your graph, and a duck waddles up to you and go "quack! quack! quack! To find the median, you have to quack! quack! quack!" You then tell it to shut up but it still doesn't take a hint and continues its quacking escapade. How would you feel?

CORRECT! That was how I felt! Fuck it!

I know how to find the median lah!!!!! I got Firziana beside me to help out! No need you to be a good teacher (you're not one to even begin with). What's my reason for hating her? Well, I don't need one. I just fucking loathe her.

Hang on a sec, I do have a reason! I had to pay my fees for my exams in cash a few months back. However, my dad wanted Leon to call him to confirm that payment can't be made through the giro scheme. So I told Leon and asked her if she had my dad's contact. She said, "Yah. I have his number. haiyo... so troublesome leh, you!"

KNN! I troublesome is it?! You help me pay lah! Wouldn't it be more convenient for you? You wouldn't have to waste your time explaining stuff to my father.

She did dial someone's number that I was familiar with though. SHE BLOODY DIALLED MY NUMBER AND LEFT A VOICE MAIL! What the fuck?! I politely asked her if she needed my dad's number and she claimed that she had it. Then she left a message on my phone?!

"Hello, this is Leon calling from East View Secondary to confirm with you that Kimberly has to pay her fees by cash. According to MOE, repeat students are not allowed to use the giro scheme. Thank you. Bye."

At that point of time, I just wanted to go to her and wave my hands in her face to see if she was sane enough to respond. My whole life, I've never come across a teacher who can cock-up to such a large extent. Since when was my mobile number listed alongside my dad's particulars?! Aiyoyo... I give up sia!

I'm so lucky to be under her for only a short period of time. 4 more months to go before I wiggle my bum in her face and go, "Cher, actually hor, I hate you alot leh. The smiles and jokes in class were nothing but pretence. No hard feelings eh?" Afterwhich I would burst into fits of laughter with drool flowing out from all corners of my mouth.