Monday, March 26, 2007
Good yet badI guess it's good to know he's doing fine. But seeing him now just makes me feel like a sucker. I'm contradicting myself, am I not? *sigh* I wanna see him so badly and the moment I do, I wish I'd never seen him because it gives me this sick feeling in the stomach. I don't call it "Butterflies in the stomach"... more like "Praying mantis in the stomach" cos the feeling's uncomfortable and also hurtful. ARGH! It sucks lah!
Well, my boy, you just carry on living your "perfect" life ok? Mine's already so flooded with tears, it doesn't matter if I cry a few days more. Then again, maybe I should continue crying for as long as my tear glands can take it... may the guilt kill you =)
Shadow stepped, body touched, soul crashed at 12:48 am.
