Friday, March 21, 2008

There's a reason why I'm not a huge fan of pork

No, not because my bf's a muslim and definately not because my ancestors are Malays (heck, I've never even met them!). But because people like HER make those adorable pocket-sized piglets look like chunks of rotten egg-nogs! Not only are they an eye-sore, they reek of an odious stench which can be sensed by olfactories miles away!

Apparently, some SWINE isn't pleased that Raiden has been nominated for an award because she feels that she deserves it more than he does. And, she also ain't too happy that she has all the workload piled on her piggy shoulders whereas he doesn't have to work half as much as she has to.

Aaaawww... doesn't that storyline already begin to contain a certain essence of BAD MOUTHING and ACCUSING? Super classic. Relatively old school, but me likey!


This is what SHE wrote:

just like my blog post said;
enough is enough

i had enough of the workload and everyone
why cant i get things right from all of you?!
just one simple job and end up, i'm the one doing it.
wait. not even doing. it's RE-doing. damnit.
open all your fucking eyes and ears la!
i did everything but u get all the credit. what fuck. urgh.

the event will be next week.
i'll see you receiving the award that should be mine in the first place.
i've done way lots more than u. damnit.
but they never see that. they feels that you should receive the award.
cos why? don't ask me. only u and urself know the reason.
my usage of the language may not be more than u.
perhaps that is the only thing that lacks in me. perhaps!
& due to that, i lost to u. i felt so used. argh.

who will understand me?
being the one that runs the show all the time.
the person that supposed to back me up wasn't there, always.
i wonder why u are elected in the first place?! fuck.

i am all fuming inside now. i really had enough.
now my one and only hope is for him to..
write a super excellent testimonial for me.
i did too much and this is the least he could do to recognise all my efforts.
i deserve it! In the name of God's will, i honestly deserve it.

argh. F**** just forget it lah!
no more venting your anger here.
no one would even bother to understand.
no one. absolutely no one! NO ONE!! urgh.

now i have one more job in hand that needs to be ready before school reopens.
i have no inspiration at all.
where are my motivations? where? where?
i took up this job because none of you feels comfortable doing it.
but the least you guys could do, is give me ideas. damnit.

forget it. you guys are just too busy with your anticipated lives.
boyfriend, thank u for alerting me that i'm too obssessed with my own life.
as a matter of fact, i am. i am so fucking obssessed with my own life.
doing and covering other ppl's ass! damnit.



okay. i'm done.


You guys gotta put up with her creative language cause I don't wanna amend anything that she wrote on her blog (no, I won't reveal it here). The only thing I did was to replace her name with a few *** to keep her identity a BIG (pun INTENDED) secret.

Where do I begin from her array of accusations and false judgements? There are too many angles for me to point fingers at that I seriously don't know where to start.

Alright. Let's go with Raiden being elected as the club President. You "wonder why" he was chosen eh? Simple.

GO ASK MONSIEUR DIDIER LAME!!!!!

HE is the one who made Raiden the President, HE is the one who gave Raiden a distinction in French and HE is also the person who nominated Raiden for the award (that you will not get your trotters on).

If you claim that the damned trophy (c'mon sista, it's just a piece of copper) should go to you instead of Raiden, then go speak to Didier and the lecturer in-charge of the French Club. Make your stand clear and put it across to them why they did the "wrong" thing by letting Raiden have all the glory and fame. WHY DEFAME RAIDEN ONLINE WHEN IT CLEARLY ISN'T HIS FAULT?! He fucking didn't want to be President in the first place because he had other commitments. It was Didier who persuaded him take up the post! So at the end of the day, if Raiden's performance isn't up to your expectations, whose fault is it? Who should you be ranting at?!

"my usage of the language may not be more than u. perhaps that is the only thing that lacks in me. perhaps! & due to that, i lost to u"

Eh! That is one dumb way of rebutting man! You're in the French Club, you suck in the language, and you're pissed that someone else has an edge over you because he's more fluent than you in French?! How to receive a French award when you can't even speak French to save your life? *whistles*

You mentioned that you "took up this job" as the Secretary because nobody "feels comfortable doing it".

That's the MOST STUPID thing you could ever do, am I right to say so? Why take up such huge responsibilities just because the position was vacant? Why take it up to make life easier for others? Yes, you may be a samaritan for a while, but at the end of the day, people are laughing at you for being a GIANT SUCKER! This is a mistake you cannot and should not blame others for! You took up the post willingly so you deal with the consequences. Like, seriously, aren't we all already aware that you should only take up a job if you're willing to sacrifice time, sweat and blood for it? Only fools take up jobs for foolish reasons and blame others for all the crap that's happening to them. Tsktsktsk.

Then you wanna bring "God's will" into the picture.

OH-MY-NIPPLES. I shall keep my comments to myself on this point because I love my Muslim friends ALOT! No way am I gonna let you tarnish the image that other respectable Muslims have established =)

When Raiden got word from Didier that he was nominated, he called me up to tell me the supposedly good news and he also told me this;

"Seriously lah! I think the award should go to my Secretary lah... she do alot of work leh! I dunno why they nominated me."

Woman, the guy is aware of your hard work! He hasn't been using you. Whenever you have to add finishing touches to his work, he feels bad and he tells me about it. I'm sure you're unaware of it all right? You think his an unapologetic, ungrateful and useless son-of-a-jackal right?! Let me tell you something here, HE APPRECIATES ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE! He's thankful that you're a dedicated worker and he's sorry that he's not around most of the time. I can vouch for him that he's doing all that he can to give the club a good name. As much as he hates responsibility, he does his best to attend meetings and events to prove his worth and to please Didier (and you!). Bet you also have no idea how much he respects you for being able to put so much heart into your work.

Yeaps, you don't know nuts. But whatever. As long as I know and as long as Raiden knows, that's ALL that matters. Your opinion doesn't play a part since you already have such a negative impression of him.

Initially, I did feel that the award should've gone your way instead of Raiden's. I do know about what's going on in the club. You have been treated like a slave all this while and I applaud you for hanging on until now. But after reading what you've wrote, you bloody don't deserve shit. The one thing you should receive is either a tight slap from me (for insulting my guy) or a kick in the ass from Raiden (for being ill-mannered, shameless and conceited).

Having said that, I'm sure your parents would've told you before that life is NEVER fair. So STOP going on and on about how you've done so much work but it goes unnoticed whereas Raiden just has to show his pretty face and *BOOM* a nomination comes along with it. HIS FAULT HUH?!

Face it, sweetie, you're just jealous! I don't see you blaming Didier and I certainly don't see you accusing Tristan (Vice-President) and Julien & the other Tristan (Treasurers) for not doing their part. The three of them also never attend meetings one what! Also never submit work on time, correct? Raiden does his work and tries his best to attend functions... so technically, he's not as bad as these three guys but you chose to blog about him and not them. Why? CAUSE HE GOT THE AWARD THAT YOU'RE SO DESPERATE FOR!

Touchy, touchy...

It all boils down to jealousy. Boy, oh boy... can any other sucker get lower than this? Goodness gracious me!